♥jiiayann♥

2011-05-01T20:35:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling a bit distress now.
Why is it this year, this time and now??
Can you just put the cold war to a halt??
It's not the right time...
I can't concentrate on my studies.
Tears are forming up in my eyes when I saw how you two are treating each other.
Please stop it.
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SNSD MR TAXI!! Omg! They are damn agony HOT!! XD It's driving me crazy now.

Okay Till here then!! byes!!

2011-04-09T18:36:00.003+08:00

Heck, a photo of my bed with soft toys to start up my post.

People!! Dolphins are our friends. How can it be kill and eaten by people???!!! I didn't know that we humans are so cruel until watching 'The Cove'. It makes my heart break to see people slaughtering dolphins. My heart was crying while watching those baby dolphins sinking into the water with blood. Dolphins are not meant for human to torture. Torturing dolphins = torturing friends. I will make these dolphins spirit hunt those who dare to kill them. I hate these people. They suck. THEY SUCK!!!!!!!!

'Inside your head' dance was awesome! Easier than 'This girl'. Yay!! Till here then.

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Can i really make it through this year??

2011-03-21T09:10:00.002+08:00

Completed my E-learning!! Yays!! Hmm... I've nothing to post about so till here then!

2011-03-13T20:15:00.003+08:00

A studying day for me today!! Completed my E-maths and 2 Physics worksheet. But of course not all. I can't figure out the solutions to some questions, which I'm stuck there for quite a long time.

Here's the dance vid fron yesterday:

http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=73CaoU81WOs

Till here. Byes.

2011-03-12T21:01:00.003+08:00

I was wondering what if Japan's disaster occurs in Singapore. There will be no Singapore left if tsunami hit Singapore. Singaporeans who knows how to swim would be trying to swim to Malaysia. Those who do not swim will be struggling in the water, just like me. XP
Heard from jiejie that the creator of Hello Kitty died from this natural disaster. Tears were forming up in my eyes upon seeing the cars and boats floating in the city. It was so... I can't believe it. But I'm now willing to believe that the world is really going to end in 2012.
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Back to my life. Gotten CA results yesterday. I have dropped from 6As to 4As. Consistently deproving, I should say. Have been lazy, and not practising. I'm pretty upset actually but it was only right to face the music with a smile. Lol. Sound very wrong. Haha. =D
New song for dance today. Here's the video for last week's:

Gonna go now. Byes. XD

2011-03-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

It's been a real long time since I'm blogging again. Having a headache now though I've a 2 hours sleep just now. Have been consistent in my work. Consistently deproving. Wth.

Example:

Got an A2 for my A-maths common test. Though I got third in class, I'm fuming with fire. Didn't manage to complete it as I didn't saw the last question on the last page and lose 8 marks, which I may get an A1 if I've done it. I'm sucha silly!!

Failed my E-maths probability test. Get a shitty 5/15 for it. I started to guffaw at myself as if I was mad. Drawing my doraemon seems to help me. I was drawing at my partner's paper and he didn't even care! He just kept smiling because he got the highest in our class. XD

Getting my Mother Tongue result simply sucks. Got 27.5/50 for the common test. I use to get 40+ for all chinese test. Dropped all the way down to a C5. Damn agony pathetic. I was panicking when I saw how lousy my results was. How am I going to do it for O'level?? It's just 2 months away... Went to talk to teacher for a moment and end up tearing.

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Gonna buck up. If not I'll be ending up depressed. Till here.

2011-01-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

It's been years since I updated my bloggie. Have been reaching home late for the past few days because of self study and CCA in school. How am I going to have enough time to study for my o'levels??
Dance just now is damn exhausting. Coming back home with laziness. Still left with tons of homework incomplete. Jiayan, you are such a holy shit. Time to buck up an study really hard till your head gonna burst. Muahahaha!!!!
There's a blogshop with lots of stunning tops and bottoms. But it was a sad case for me as all has been sold out!! But manage to get one as jiejie help me order one of them. Yahoo!!
Okay till here then. Got to go now.

2011-01-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

This week was damn agony exhausting for me!! Have been reaching home at around 6 plus or even 7 plus. CCAs and trip to Ngee Ann polytechnic has help to lodge into my agenda. Teachers in school kept repeating and reminding us about o'levels generating my head to turn heavier and heavier.

COULD I MAKE IT??

Till here. Byes!!

2011-01-02T21:22:00.004+08:00

A shoddy day today. It's just only the second day of 2011, and yet bad luck had turn it's face on me. :(
Wake up early in the morning around seven plus to collect my scholarship, then headed home and doze off again on my bed. After that, in the afternoon, I began to flare up BECAUSE of my ignorant didi. He took my things without permission and i reprimand him. And THEN, while we are eating our lunch, he intentionally went to put the chicken rice chilli sauce in myc clothes which makes me even more fed up. In revenge, i took the packet of chilli sauce and throw right directly to his head and POP! Chilli every where on his head and floor. I was punished to clean up the whole floor. How pathetic am I!
For the rest of the day i was scowling at my brother everytime he appeared in my sight. In the end I decide to play a prank on him. I DELIBRATELY ate a Ferrero Rocher and put tissue paper inside the wrapper and put it in the box. He really got it, and make me laugh like hell. However, I'm the one who is getting all the punishment. DAMN!!!
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Gtg now. Byes!!

2010-12-25T15:37:00.003+08:00

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry christmas everyone!! XD
I cannot convinced myself that I have only one week left and school is starting!! Oh gosh. It really makes me irked as I've not done much at all. Jiayan, you are such a damp squib. =(
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December is such a horrid month. It makes my heart ache so much. I wish I can head to school everyday without holidays. Staying at home seems a hard time for me.
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Till here then. Byes!! XD

2010-12-18T13:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was mad. Fought with didi. In the end I'm the only one getting reprimanded. Unfair. I'm only being hilarious by saying him an orange man as he was wearing orange top and pants. He came on hitting me and stepping on my leg making me scream on the top of my voice. As a result, mama woke up being mad, scolded me which resulted in me being mad. How ungrateful!!!!!!!!!

Lol.

Head to Marina Boulevard yesterday together with papa mama and didi to collect me and didi's FDWDA scholarship. MRT was damn crowded and I almost ran out of breath...

Skip the Ceremony part. I was happy that mama let me sign up for the nebo thing. Whoohoo. Love her ttm!!!

Gonna go now. Can't wait for dance later... Byes!! (:

2010-12-14T18:36:00.004+08:00

Today was a damn torrid day for me! Woke up with sweat sticking on every part of my body! Yucky!! XP Lol.

Head out with jiejie today. She was craving for Koi. Frankly speaking, Formerly, I did not drink, so decide to accompany her and get the taste of it.

I was daydreaming throughout the journey to clementi. It was all that ludicrous didi who wake me up early in the morning. But thanks to him, I manage to complete half of my A-maths homework questions. ^^

Luckily it wasn't a long queue when we reach there. If not, my leg would have been broken while waiting. Haha.

Decided to head to Jurong Point after getting our drinks. ICE CREAM TEA! It was stupendous. I enjoyed sipping up the ice-cream from the bottom. Haha, yum yum!

And jiejie and me was arguing whether we shoukd take bus or MRT. We were not allowed to take drinks inside the MRT. Waiting for a bus was damn agony long. In the end we came to a conclusion. Sit down and drink till there's nothing left. Lol. Such a 'nice' solution.

Till here then. I'm lazy to post nowadays. Byes.

2010-12-10T23:18:00.003+08:00

Hey hey! Today was damn awesome. I'm mad happy till mama scolded me for my highness. Lol.

Dinner with family just now at din tai fung. I'm a little dissatisfied as it the xiao long bao was not the same as crystal jade. But overall it was still delectable.

Okay. Pretty exhausted now. Gotta go. Byes!

2010-12-09T17:22:00.002+08:00

Oh yea. Finally get to login and blog. It's been years since I blog.

Dance concert was awesome. I was awfully sad that it was over. Gonna miss the fun times.

Till here then.

2010-09-26T21:47:00.001+08:00

A little depressed now. Won't be updating blog till exam is over then. Byes!

2010-09-17T21:37:00.003+08:00

Feeling a little depressed today. A-maths test makes my mood goes wrong. Sigh. Gonna end the post here then. Lol.

2010-09-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

Watch 'Step up 3' with jie jie a few days ago. It's damn awe-inspiring! I love the girl, Natalie, I think. Her dance was incredibly awesome! *Envy

Decide to eliminate my tagboard as it was discernibly defunct. I feel too disconvention to put it up there while no one is tagging, spamming or doing something about it.

Mum is sick. Probably is because of fuming at didi the past few days. Get well soon mama!! I love you ttm!! XD

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It seems that nowadays, retribution is undoubtedly rallying around. Ha, it's time for you to wake up man. Or should I knock your head till you grasp what's really happening. You make my life disconsolate, so will I make yours. No, I didn't. You yourself make it like this. I'm just sitting down there, putting my feet's up to watch. I don't know why, but my heart told me I can't forgive you anymore. You make me lifeless. You make me snivel everyday. My mum thought I was going insane and wanted to send me to the mental hospital. Don't you know that kind of feeling? You are becoming like me, I guess so. You are a leading a life which I've experience before. How does it feel like then?? Would you like to share with me??

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Okay. I'll post till here then. Nowadays, I find nothing that I can post about. Have been lingering at home lately.

2010-09-04T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hey there got back results yesterday. My english is still damn disappointing. Sigh. Got 1 C and 6 As. Sigh. Gtg now. byes.

2010-09-02T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling a bit dismay now. Are all friends of mine meant to be like this??

I recall that ever since P4, my friends have been looking down on me. They despise me. They mock at me, saying that I'm fat, ugly etc etc. I've no best friends since I left my P3 mates. I horribly miss them. I regret that I haven't done well for my EOY exam, and dropped to a class where no one is virtuous. Everyone just treated me like a bullshit, toying me around as if I'm an idiot. But I don't mind. Cus you're are just lamer than me who say, "oh let's pretend to be friends with jiayan!" which was totally a hoax. But haha, you all are the one who is folly enough to let me find out the secret that you all plan. Well, it was the most childish secret that I've ever heard.

But thanks to you all, from that year onwards, I trust myself that deep down in my heart, I would have a talent that had yet to be discovered.

Then I left that bunch of horrible friends and i met together with my P3 classmates again. We have fun through the 2 years. But seperated when we got admitted into secondary school.

Secondary life has been tough for me. Friends whom I care left me. Friends whom I trust become distrustful. And disaster came to me. I was too stress till I cried everyday. I was so fearful. I live in a deadly world. Secondary 3. I became pretty pretty speechless. I was like living in a dead world. Just like what bella( new moon) had did when Edward left her.

Haish This post is tempting me to cry. Shall stop here then.

2010-08-30T19:44:00.002+08:00

Hey yo finally, I'm updating my almost extinct blog. Work have been piling up and up till it is only a few centimetre before it reaches the sky.

Last week of the term. Feeling nothing at all.

Gonna write notes after playing. Teehee. yay!!

2010-08-13T20:36:00.002+08:00

Here to update my somewhat dead bloggie. Haha. Has been preoccupied with schoolworks and stuffs.

Watch 'Streetdance' today with jiejie in the evening. It's a God damn agony superb, splendid, marvellous movie. I want to watch it again and again and again and again!!! Lol.

After a 'long' time, NDP rehearsals had com to an end. Aww... No more free old chang kee, pizzahut, KFC.

Nothing to post about. Bye then!

2010-07-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

Me and Maisara

Vanessa and me

Me, vanessa and Huizaimah

I'm going insolvent... I've purely $0.50 left. But it's alright, cus I'm gonna claim my next week's salary from papa later. Teehee.

Okay, speaking of yesterday NDP rehearsal. It was full of joviality. Me, Vanessa and the other juniors was like mad camwhoring together everywhere we went before the parade commence. It was damn agony dreary watching them march here and there. I fall asleep at the middle of the parade, when baby Prem woke me up with his super deafening voice. But overall it's quite an enjoyable performance. (:

Uploading the photos now on fb.

2010-07-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

Photos taken...

Trying to act like liang po po. But it just... weird..

Heyhey! I'm back. Just a swift post will do. Have been ample busy with an abundance of schoolwork and dance audition, which has finally terminate this week. Awaiting for the results now. It'll be revealed on 23rd July. Stomach full of butterflies.

Homework had begun to occupy my leisure time. Tests approaching one by one. Haven to work assiduosly for this semester. 11 more weeks to End Of Year. Someone kept buzzing around my ears, reporting and prompting me how many weeks I have. Haha. Thanks anyway.

Oh. Forgotten to allude that my right hand has g0ne mad alive yesterday! It happened during Mother Tongue lesson when my hand suddenly activate and started vibrating. Damn agony terrifying. I was gawking at it hoping that it will come to a halt. But it was no difference as a spoilt machine. I was being sent home and the damn thing IS I am not able to attend the afternoon physics lesson, which make me mad mad MAD!! Mama immediately brought me to 'zhong yi', and finally my hand was being deactivated.. Thank the doctor for mending it up. And i took a video of 'my hand with batteries'. Lol.

Okay. I'll wind up then. Oink! <@@^>

2010-07-05T17:30:00.003+08:00

Just a brief post will do.
I can't believe that it's already the second week of term 3. Everything is just going ample blistering. Still confused on my Chemistry, salts. I just can't understand. Consulting Ms Yuen tomorrow. *Smiles.
I've finally grasp that this is the destiny I've chosen and decide for myself. I need to adjust to actuality. Whether I'm contented or not, I've still have to get through the next level. (Ha, I've make my own choice.. and I'm going to keep it as a secret). Teehee!
Chatted with Gen just now in fb. Ample miss her. Hope we can hangout together some day.

2010-07-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

Photos taken during dance exam. Lol, I just copy and paste from Fiona's facebook. Hope you won't mind ehs.

2010-06-27T13:28:00.005+08:00

26th June

Didn't went for NDP rehearsal as my muscles is aching. Two days dance straight. How pathetic.

Maid's arrival! Head to Bukit Timah shopping centre with papa and mama to fetch the maid.

Camwhoring at papa's vehicle(Lol!)...

First my face...

Next. Get sick and tired of my face so... my 'pretty leg'... Lol.

Lol. I was laughing when I snap this photos. Mama thought I was going insane.

Papa and Mama.

And f0r the entire afternoon, I was trying to 'polish' my dance steps, but to no avail. Maybe there's not ample time for me. But overall, the dance class, it's fun though, having all the formation, running here and there.

27th June

School actually resuming tomorrow. I'm still pondering whether I've completed all the given assignments. That's what I despise the most during holidays. I tend to romp and romp and romp and fail to remember that what's the assignments I've not done.

Just scrutinise my weight. 40kg. Lol. Lol. Then what's my height? I'm not interested in my weight but height. Lol.

Till here then. Off to fb for the very last and lengthy time!! Think I won't be using computer frequently as homeworks is going to lodge in my time. (:

2010-06-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

Today is the most electrifying day... DANCE EXAM! Fail to attend my chemistry lesson. The timings coincide, so opt to go for dance exam, as mama spend $285 for it!! Have to rouse early in the morning as we have to arrive at Taman Jurong CC ahead of the exam time. It was fairly average,, but the terrifying thing was, what if I fail?? Lol.
It's around 11 plus when the exam cease, so together with dancemates went to vivocity and had lunch at pizzahut. After eating. Jiejie accompany me to have hair treatment as she promised. The others went off to sentosa. Sigh! Me and jiejie was desiring to go, but we didn't bring extra clothings.
Haiiz.. Lazy to elaborate any further. Exhausted ttm!

2010-06-23T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hang out with Gina yesterday. Ample miss her ttm. Had a splendid time with her. Pine for the times when we are still in Primary school, together with Carisa, Gen and Serene. The laughter and quarrels we had throughout our primary school life. Though we've our own controversy, we still muddle through carrying on our friendship. No matter what happen, we fight for each other, making sure that we are all cheery. Guys, I really miss you all. Can we root out a day to hangout and refresh out memory 4 years back? We were best friends for entirely one whole year.

Flashing back makes me horrible. Look at the fate that I've opt for myself. It seriously sucks. I've eternally plump to cheerful and socialise. But because of this incident which happened last year(that person, might not even know what I'm talking), I'm desiring to be solitary. Thanks for the pitch in to make me perceive that everyone around me is distrustful. Thanks for making me giving this fucking awesome attitude by ignoring everyone's opinion including my family members. Thanks for letting me tear till I've no more drops of tears to shed. Thanks for all the sympathetic stuffs you've done that let my life gone even worst. Yes, we've an exceedingly deep scar left in out friendship. Nothing can mend it. And I don't even bother whether it can be fix. It can never be patch. Even sitching won't aid. I just crave for a friend who is trustable and have their own style. And I thought I've found one. But tragically. I'm erroneous. It's all a dream. A reverie that I'm hankering for. A phenomenon that won't exist. How folly am I. But don't be too delighted about it. If following(trying to say in a nice way) someone is your job, Then I'm telling you now I've seen retribution on it's way. I'll tell you what this crap about. I've notice it. You will end up being like me if you continue to adhere to your mindset. Just relaying some advice hurh. Yes, I'm attempting to be evil uttering some noble advice ti you. It's up to you now, whether you want to save this crap that I'm reciting to the future without me existing in your eyes in that time, or choose to let me see it and laugh about it. Your decision ehs. I won't interfere about it anymore. I've comment about it ample times. I won't want to dissipate saliva, telling you again and again.

World is just agony brutal. Letting me trust you is just the most marvellous mistake that I've ever made. And now, my life. There's no disparity living in here and in netherworld. Seeing you hurt me. I've never been so grieve and feeble before. Thanks to you and your arduous work for turning me to another completely exotic person. Will eternally list you in my heart to consistenly prompt myself not to have faith in anyone.

This post make me lunatic. Now I irrevocably grasp that abhorness do exist in my life. I don't use to trust it. And now, I believe being isolated is the best way for me to continue living.

2010-06-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken past few days...

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Celebrated daddy's day yesterday at. . . SWENSENS! And guess what? Jiejie treat us again. I'm besotted with the hot fudge! It was agony flavoursome! But I'm still relish to Crystal jade. The xiao long bao! I pine for it man! Come back, xiao long bao come back to me, come back. . . Lol. Must be pondering whether a not I'm demented. But overall, it was a convivial outing. Teehee!

2010-06-21T18:20:00.004+08:00

I grudge on people who are rich.

I grudge on people who have the word 'trust' in their living.

I grudge on people who are brainy.

I grudge on people who need not agonise on their life

I grudge on people who have a devoted family.

I grudge on people who have all the stuffa that they yearn for.

Should I resigned to reality? Sigh. It makes my life such a torment.

2010-06-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

Using jiejie's lappy to post so no photos today. It sucks.

Head to Frontier library with jiejie yesterday to study. But the weather was damn agony cold, which nearly tempt us to doze off any sooner. After that, we withdraw ourselves and head towards the frontier cafe to take our late lunch. Had roti prata, roti paper prata, peanut toast and cold dark chocolate drink. It was delectable. Ps, it was my very first time munching there. Lol.

Chance to encounter Mr Rat while me and jiejie was consuming the appetising meal. It was jiejie who spotted him and she was like, 'Jiayan! 你看!' His tail was fucking lengthy la! I believe is approximately 15cm? Didn't manage to take a photo. He scurry off damn speedy la. Sigh. ):

I'm gonna strive to complete my homework by this week. The next week I'm intending to head to the library alone to study. (:

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I am just a stupid fool.

No matter how much endeavour I put in,

all I get is just an unhappy face.

All I yearn for is justice.

It's only a minor request.

2010-06-14T20:54:00.004+08:00

I'm back!!

Chomping on one whole bottle of choco hello panda alone right now. I have swallow more than half a bottle by now. OMG!!

I assume that I have been turning fatter and fatter. Kept munching non-stop. Gonna scrutinise my weight tonight. If I'm 40kg or more, I suppose I will be back to my normal self and adhere to the healthy diet, which means 3 meals per day. If I've not reach my targeted weight, guess I've devour more food then. Teehee.

As a matter of fact, I'm plain jealous to those whose body has nice figure. I yearn to be like them. To tell the truth, I've lost ample kg from last year. I used to be 50+kg when I'm in primary school and sec 1. I confess I'm genuinely a pot-bellied girl during that time. But as time elapse, I began to shake of some weight till I was 40+kg(Mama says it might be puberty).

Gonna stop here. I'm not elaborating any further, in case it evoke me of the morose exploit last year. It was just to intricate to sketch it further. Aiyo, see la! Tears froming up in my eyes once more! Jiayan! 打起精神来! 不要在想不愉快的事了! (:

Alright. Shall stop here then. Oink! <^@@^>

2010-06-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

Lingered at home the entire day. Dull and lifeless day for me. Have been haeding out for the past few days. So, do my homework. (:
I'm still left with plenty of work undone. Fml. Why am I such a fucking toot? Gonna buck up and make sure I wind up my tasks by next tuesday. Teehee.
And lastly, to prompt myself, SAVE MONEY!!! I've been spending and spending non-stop. Was intending not to snap out anymore stuffs but jiejie was spoiling my intention. She bought wedges! Wth? The wedge damn attract my attention. Fml.

2010-06-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

I've make up my mind...
>NOT to buy excessive clothings this holiday.
>Buy exclusive stuffs that are necessary.
>Find a part-time job.
That's it, I expect. Yea, I know it's folly of me not to snap up clothings when the Great Singapore sales is here. Feel contrite about spending my money without even giving it a thought for the past few months. This is my punishment, I guess. Buoyantly, I could have an ample supply of money saved for the upcoming holiday in December.(:
Damn fucking abhor my cockeyed hair. It's hell destroyed and ghastly. Going to plead mama to let me have hair treatment. Hehe!

2010-06-08T19:14:00.004+08:00

(Picture taken during one of the NDP rehearsal with Gui Sing. hehe.)

I want camera.

I want macbook.

I want laptop.

I want blackberry phone.

I want i-phone.

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There's countless stuffs I'm craving. Heard from jiejie that i-phone 4G is turning up this month. I fancy both i-phone and blackberry phone seh. Sigh, again pondering and wishing for stuffs I hanker after that won't exist. Ought to stop daydreaming and get on with my study.

S.T.U.D.Y! Here I come.....!!!

Today will be the very last time I'm gonna slack, I promise. Off to fb now. Byebye!!^@@^

2010-06-06T15:53:00.002+08:00

Pictures taken last week when I'm working except for the food la! It's taken when I headed out with my family last week. Lol.

Today was hell...crap. Off to fb. *winks

2010-06-05T09:37:00.003+08:00

It's been a week since I updated my bloggie once more. Ample busy with the industrial attachment organise by school for student to expose themselves to working. Hehe. Opportune to be chosen. But the salary is only 50 bucks, which was damn cheap luh. Working for 8hrs a day and paid only 10 bucks. How poignant man!

Just happen to leaf through some information on dieting while googling. I do have an opinion. I think it is foolish for people to procced on having diet. Diet means no delcious and yummy meals for you, Just imagine! No muching on your best-loved food! How miserable can it be! No wonder mama kept repeating the statement "吃是福". So in conclusion, if you want to lose weight. EXERCISE! Lol. Justing kpo-ing a bit as somebody thinks I'm on diet! OMG LUH! How can I possibly be on diet when I have 3 meals a day plus some snacks. I've gain weight so I'm not on diet... haha.

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NDP rehearsal later fucking ruin my mood. How I wish I can stay at home and do my holiday assignment. I haven't done a single one!!

2010-05-28T13:28:00.003+08:00

FML. I obviously can't survive any longer. I know I'm a fucking bitch in your eyes. So what? I've learnt how to tolerate you, so now it should be yours. Must be unbiased hurh?
It's just too unbelievable that I'm blabbering garbages that muck my bloggie. I'm way too far vague by my attitude the past few days. My mood totally changes like a zoom. So, right at this moment, I'm going to have a silent thought on how I'm gonna deal with it. Think I won't be posting much until I've meditate on my actions.
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NDP rehearsal tomorrow seriously will slaughter me like a pig.

2010-05-27T19:49:00.004+08:00

Just back from dance. I'm starving, so having mama's tasty dinner. Hehe.

Got back results today. Okay I'm not going to type out and show the results here. It's just so weird. Manage to get 6 As and 1 C. The pathetic C appear to be my English. Wth. And during PTM, it was hell unlucky to have Mr Lien to talk to mama. All the talkings seems to be focused on my English command. He press me into promising him a couples of things which I'm afraid that I won't be able to do so. Somemore right infront of mama.

1) Read at least 3 newspaper and write a sum up the text everyday.

2) Practice on 2 comprehension everyday.

3) Write 1 compostion in every 2 days.

Lol. It will seriously put me to death man. How am I going to savour in holidays? But, I'm going to make an effort to try on those 'killer' methods that Mr Lien present to me. Heck, I'm really going lunatic.

2010-05-26T15:20:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I had been using computer everyday. It seems like I've so much time. Lol.

Well, someone show me that fucking face today in school. Wouldn't care about it so much. It will only pissed me off.

I've not been eating well for lunch, I guess. Everytime I came back home expecting mama to cook, but she ended up cooking only for didi. Poor me, have to had biscuits to cure my hunger. ): I'm trying to save money, so decide not to eat outside, accept when there is a need to stay back after school. And once I start eating biscuit, I will never end, as my home is filled with all my favourite biscuit. Guess I'm going to get fat now. (:

Off to fb now!

2010-05-25T18:37:00.004+08:00

I'm so damn fucking tired today. Had to force myself to open my eyes widely, to see clearly.

Well, this week is the science week so we have to display our project in the library and show the other schoolmates how does the experiment work. Apparently there is one idiotic bustard there, which totally pissed me off. He kept coming to our booth and simply just waste our stuffs which was suppose to make the experiment work out. In the end, we have none left. We kept chasing him off to his own booth, and he just come back. Nabeh. Damn you larh!

Till here then. (:

2010-05-23T20:18:00.004+08:00

Trip to viviocity with jiejie today!! Yay!! Damn love it man!! It's been a long time since I went there the last time. Actually, we was planning to go there yesterday, but the idiotic rain make us stay at home. ): We shop around there for a quite a long time. Jiejie was spending loads of money on clothes man. Rich girl ehs? As for me, I bought just one mango tanktop cus need to save money for rainy days. Haha. I want to buy this and that, but I was at there telling myself, I'm going to give myself a 'baluku' if I spend money again. Haha. I was looking for the hearts stocking that jiejie mention to me, but sadly it was out of stock. Damn! Maybe heading out next week again to hunt for it. (:

Yay! School tomorrow, which I'm so not sure why I'm so damn fucking happy about it. Lol. Lol.

2010-05-21T15:17:00.003+08:00

I was kind of moody now, while eating my cadbury chocolate. Sigh. I wanted to hang out but somehow I'm feeling so damn hell tired, which makes my bud stick on the chair, refusing to pull it off. Heh heh.
Hope later jiejie will ask me out or anything, but I think she won't. Guess I've to rot the whole afternoon then! ):

2010-05-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

Oh my God!! Mama is sick right now. Sigh Sigh! Hope she will be well tomorrow. I hate to see her in this state. Get well soon mama!!

Just came back from dance class and having my dinner now. Haiz. Don't feel like posting. ):

2010-05-19T16:00:00.004+08:00

Heh heh. Ah, damn me, still dare to laugh. Just one word, disappointment, to describe my emotion now. I'm so utterly disappointed. I don't feel like doing anything at all. Though my marks are still okay. but seeing carelessness on my paper was totally unforgivable. I was just so angry that I make silly mistakes again and again. It makes me feel annoyed and looke like a clown and I hate clowns, especially those with big reddy nose. Okay, I'm not trying to say that I'm totally unhappy with the results I've gotten, but it was all those revolution mistakes I've made over and over again. It sucks to the hell man! I should really go bang my head on the wall and have a 'baluku' on my head. Lol. That make it worst. =x

I'm not gonna post my results up here till I got all of them, or maybe when I get my result slip next week. God, parent-teacher meeting. I hate it man. Teachers will tend to act infront of parents.

Oh and by the way, guess what jiejie treat us for dinner last sunday?? It's crystal jade la mian xiao long bao!!! It's my first time there. Actually, I wanted to take photos of the scrumptious food, but I was too busy stuffing myself with food especially the xiao long bao and the jian bao!! God God. Next time if I have a job and earn loads of money, I want to treat my family dinner too!! (:

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Sigh. I'm feeling very depressed and moody nowadays. Just who the hell am I?! I feeli like I'm no one but a bitch. A bitch that does not stand a postion at all.

2010-05-16T15:46:00.004+08:00

Am I going to face failure or success tomorrow??

Here I go again, blabbering about MYE. Oh man, it seriously sucks to face failure.

Was a piggy till 12 plus today, as i slept at 4 plus in the morning today. Went to night shopping with papa, mama and didi. Jiejie didn't tag along cus she wants to act a guai kia study at home. Haha.

Heading out later together with family to celebrate Happy belated mama's day. We miss it the last week as it was exam period for me and didi. And guess what? My arrogant jiejie was going to treat us a dinner. How sweet man. Lol. 一个很难得的机会!

2010-05-15T22:34:00.004+08:00

Good News!! I've gain 1kg. From 36 to 37. Haha! Lol. I thought I will be very upset but I'm not. Hehe!! 158cm, 37kg. Not proportionate hurh?? I've been eating 5 times a day during the exam period. Let's recap. Morning, drank milo, eat bread and some chocolates. After the first paper, recess, eat bread or biscuit. At noon had one big bowl of rice. Have some chocolates and biscuits for tea. Dinner was the same as lunch. And that's how I manage to gain 1kg. Ha. Now, mama and papa can finally stop nagging at me telling me to eat more. I really hate it when they keep looking at the way I eat and asking me whether I've eaten. It's super damn irritating, making me pissed off.
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Just come back from dance class. Now, having my cup noodle for late dinner. Curry Ramen. Yums! (:

2010-05-15T14:40:00.003+08:00

A boring day for me yeas?? I'm rotting at home right now. I hate it. It makes me feel stressed and upset everytime. Sigh. I had to had my lunch in my room alone to make myself release out the hot air inside me. Eating in the dining room makes me feel weird and angry. Lol. Lol. Seeing how the way my family behaves makes me feel fed up. Haiz. Gonna stop talking/thinking about all this nonsensical stuffs before the bomb inside me explodes.

Okays. Till here then. Seriously hate the life I'm having now. ):

2010-05-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

Hey hey! Second post for today! God, I still have not done tidying up my table and cupboard. I was playing computer till half way, when jiejie gave a sudden call to me and say " Eh, we go JP shop". Lol. It was such a rush for me man. Quickly shut the computer, head to bath and get ready. And I was so fucked up by choosing the wrong shoes to wear. I should have wear the high soles platform sport shoes instead of this golden sport shoes. It help me to makes bruises on my leg and I've to spent money buying another slipper to help me 'endure' my pain. Waste my precious money. Sigh. So went to shop around, and bought a pair of earrings and legband. Yahoo! Two of this items are out of my craving list. (: Then, went to dine at banquet. Tried the yong tau fu, and it was damn delicious. I always thought that yong tau fu sells toufu, which I hate the most, so I just simply hate the stalls which states yong tau fu. Haha. But saw jiejie eat and looks yummy so decide to try it. Hehe. Next time must go eat again. Lol Lol.

Okay, till here then. Back to my secret plan. Teehee...

2010-05-14T12:51:00.004+08:00

It's a no school day! :DD Was rotting at home right now. Sigh. Actually was planning to wake up around 12 plus, but I was in a horrible place when I'm sleeping. So no choice, have to get out of that place. Haha.

Papa bought a huge chocolate bread for me. It was about 20cm long. It was damn delicious. Manage to finish the whole bread. The chocolates inside is like kind of hershey's chocolate but it is very very tiny. Thus, on conclusion, I called it a 'Hershey' chocolate bread. Haha. Hope papa will buy more of it for me to eat. I love chocolates!!

After eating head back to room and start on my duty roster. Went to pack my study table which is occupy by loads of paper. After about a few hours, I gave up, as there is really damn lot of stuffs!! I still have my cupboard full of untidy clothes to tidy up! How can I finish it?

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I'm gonna change myself, really, by this coming June holiday. No one gonna stop me.

2010-05-13T21:31:00.004+08:00

Two things to post about. Actually, I should have posted one earlier, but I have really no time.

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God damn knows what the hell I'm doing so you all needn't to know what I'm thinking. I seriously cannot take it any longer with every moments that I'm going to experience. You all may think I'm insane, but in factual, I'm not. Since you all keep ranting about stuffs that I do not want to hear or even talk about, what for bother me? Just leave me alone will do man. At least I could get some peace...

(Just ranting about some nonsense, which shouldn't be posted up in my blog. But it seems to occur like a revolution where it will repeat on and on. It never ever stop before, which pissed me off.)

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Back from MYE! All I have to say is just one word which I'm now suppose to prepare for. DIE! =X I think I'm gonna flunk in all my papers. Let's recap:

EL paper 1 and 2. Was quite okay, though I didn't manage to have time to check.

MT paper 1 and 2. Was quite okay too. Was now hoping that I did not write out of point for paper 1.

E-maths paper 1 and 2. I got a feeling that I'm gonna flunk in this subject which I did not want to. Maths is my favourite subject. I was quite upset though, after both the papers. Sigh!

A-maths. Was okay. Manage to finish all the questions in the last few minutes. Lucky me!

Chemistry. Sigh! I think I'm gonna flunk in here too. It was damn difficult.
Physics. I'm not sure. Okay? Bad? Good? Haiz. But I got a feeling that I did not did well either.

Social Studies. God! I'm going mad. I didn't manage to finish it, as the time given is seriously damn not enough. We are only given 1 hr to finish 3 parts of SBQ and 2 parts of SEQ, and we have to write long essays. They should at least give another 30 mins for us to complete it.

Same goes for History. ):

Sigh! I got a feeling that I'm not going to do well. I got a feeling that I can't even get an 'A'. I didn't manage to check all the papers. I should have work harder. I should have practice more. I should have plan my time table well. I should have put in more effort. I should have do a lot of things that will not make me regret. And right now, I'm regretting, fearing that something will make me do things that I'm not suppose to do.

Right now, Just pray that I will do well in my MYE. Off to do some 'important' stuffs. Heck, it's a secret. Haha! XD

2010-04-28T16:43:00.004+08:00

To Amanda: I read your blog, so I decided to tell you why. You said that you treated me as good friend yet you make me upset by pissing me off. Saying I don't believe you? You should at least say the truth out when I first ask you why is my book being torn. Instead, you lie and claim that you didn't tear my book. How am I suppose to believe you now? And everyone should know I hate liars, and I will usually believe what others had told me, unless there is something which makes real sense that you are lying. There's only you and me who lay a finger on that book since last wednesday. So I confronted you when I saw first see the sight of you, without any further thinking. You should know that I like my book to be perfect not to be destroyed or torn. And, you should know that I don't like to lend my things to anybody. Maybe you think I'm selfish or what so ever, but this is me. I chose to lend you my book, trusting that you would handle with care. And what I got back is an exercise book with torn pages. You should at least sms me or call me when you tear the book. At least I won't be so angry. But since you've admitted, I do not want to elaborate much further. I do not want to bring up this matter anymore.

Hey! Back posting again! School was so damn tiring! Most teacher was rushing to finished the chapters for MYE.

Teehee! Had a hershey bar , oreo and some butter cookies just now. Gosh! I'm really going to get fat, but I want it, so I don't look like a bamboo stick. (:

MYE is starting next week and yet I haven't started revising. I bet I won't be posting until end of MYE. Tatas! (:

2010-04-17T16:26:00.003+08:00

Gosh! I think I'm going to get fat after this week! I kept eating chocolates, biscuits and anything that kept tempting me to squeeze them into my mouth. But it's good, cus I'm underweight right now, whick makes me look like a bamboo stick, just like what others had told me. But funny, I still don't understand why I can't see the what others had told me about how I look in the mirror whenever I looked at it. I feel that I looked like the same as last time. Sigh! I wished I could gain a few more kilograms, maybe aroud 1kg first?? Haha!

Something pissed me off yesterday. Damn it. When I looked at your handphone(I'm sorry, cus I was curious), you sms your friend something which really make me feel angry and upset. Am I so hateful to you? Am I such a bitch to you? You treat me as if like I'm your maid which do everything you command, help you get your food, be your listening ears, and etc etc. That's why now, I'm leading a miserable life. It's all because of you. I know I'm stupid enough to copycat you sometimes or helping you to do all your rubbish stuffs, but I really wanted you to treat me equally. I wish I could knock you down till you wake up. I'm not trying to copycat you all whatever shit you thinking right now. I was wishing you could understand how I felt only. You make me hate myself. You make me do things that let others think I'm hell mad.

Today was boring for me though. But I must thank mama and her voice for waking me so early up, cus I was having a nightmare. I dreamt something like in the house of night novel book 6 -tempted, the last chapter. I dreamt that instead of kalona killing heath, I dreamt that it's one other person that I love the most being killed by him. I was zoey trying to save her but ended up being too late. Just like what zoey did. She was too late to save Heath. Sigh! Such a sad and cruel ending though. Okay, back. So I wake up, had 2 cakes to settle my breakfast, and headed to write my SS notes on governance. Managed to write finish though. Hehe! *Claps! Claps!* I was half way till writing on history notes on treaty of versalies when my stomach started growling. Hehe, so went down to get sth for lunch then. After lunch, back to my job again.

Having a headache right at this moment so decide to rest while munching on my Mars bar and having a drink of yakult to re-charge my brain cells. Mama wouldn't allowed me to drink, so I purposely drank it right infront of her. So now she is ranting non-stop. Tee hee! (:

2010-04-16T15:52:00.003+08:00

Teehee! Hungry right now, so eating the second packet of oreo! Yum Yum!

Thinking about yesterday seriously make me pissed off like hell. Firstly, I didn't slept well because of coming back home late from the NDP thingy, and I've to rushed home and get my homework done till around 12. Secondly, some kind of 'incident' happen in PE, which makes me really really damn pissed off. Don't want to elaborate much. Thirdly, I believe someone when sabo me to the DM about my hair and skirt. Seriously, I was so damn fucked up. You being caught by the DM, so be it. Why go sabotage others siol? Damn it, though I'm still quite unsure about which is the girl, but I'm sure I didn't do anything wrong/sabotage anyone this year. Sigh, forget about it. It only makes me feel irritated.

Today was fun fun! Water festival woahs! Actually was not planning to play water in the field but was being dragged by Carisa. I thought it would be kind of boring but didn't expect it too be so fun! Got splashed from head to toe. Hehe.

Till here then. Checking my FB and heading to my study plan after that! (:

2010-04-11T19:29:00.004+08:00

Haiish... It's a sunday again. My brain cells is still not yet charge till 100% man! I've not been sleeping well though for the past few days. Everytime, I would wake up all of a sudden with a start after 4-6hrs sleep, feeling panicky and somehow everything pissed me off. I slept at 4 plus yesterday and was wide awake at 10am in the morning. It's just only 5 plus hrs of sleep and wake up a few times between that 5 hrs. Mama says I'm giving myself the 'stress', so I can't sleep properly. Lol.

Just have my dinner. Rice with spinach and 'xue yu'. Nice nice, but I'm not in the mood to enjoy anything right now. I was just simply leading a moody day today. Was writing SS notes after breakfast. And, was really damn fucking pissed off, cus I didn't really know what's going to come out for exam. I missed the remedial for Comb. Humanities because of the NDP rehearsals. I was copying the whole chunk of notes out of the textbook, which was damn lot, and I didn't know which one was important. Or I should say, I didn't even know what is it all about? Or it was just simply memorising the notes that I've made without understanding it at all? Sigh!

Going to finish up writing my SS notes today. (:

2010-04-10T17:44:00.003+08:00

Studying for the whole morning for about 2-3 hrs?? Not bad hur. Feeling exhausted after writing down the notes that I promised myself to finished it today. But tiredness was killing me though, so decides to stop halfway of writing my chapter 2 notes for my social studies and had a chocolate biscuit to boost my energy.(: Seriously from the first term of study till now, I still do not understand what is social studies all about. Only knows that it is about government.

I am craving for loads of things right now, and I didn't know why. Mama says I shouldn't buy so much things now, cus I'm still studying. Lol. That's why she didn't want to bring me out nowadays. Maybe she was scared that I may spent my money on some nonsensical and useless stuffs again and ended up being bankcrupt. Hehe. I like to spent money on loads of chunks which I won't be able to use it or do anything about it. Just bought it for fun, and leave it at there to admire. After that, when tired of it, then throw/give it away. Such a waste of money though. Maybe I should think before buying stuffs that I wanted, so that my money wouldn't fly off so easily from my wallet.

Dance lesson later. Gosh! I haven't have time to learn the steps. Three cosecutive days with test this week, which really tire me out. Some more surprise A-Maths quiz yesterday. My brain is gonna burst by working every second. Need to put wires to re-charge it again. Hehe.

2010-04-09T17:05:00.004+08:00

MYE TIMETABLE'S OUT!!! 4 MORE WEEKS! AHHH!! Seriously, I'm so stressed up when the teachers says timetable is out. That means, we will have more homeworkS to do and remedials to attend to. So, while looking at the timetable, I managed to grab a packet of biscuit to eat. Haha! I was hungry though I ate instant noodles for lunch. Haha!

School today was quite tiring for me though. I didn't have enough sleeps for the past 5 days, which definitely makes me mad!! I can't even have a nice naps now thinking about the upcoming MYE. I haven't complete finishing wrting all my notes. This year seems to goes to fast. It was just like a few weeks I came back from China in december and MYE is here. Lol.

I'll end here then. Going back to my bookworm days. Hehe!! =P

2010-04-03T19:21:00.002+08:00

It was didi's voice who woke me up from my beauty sleep today. Sigh! I was shouting and screaming for him to shut off his damn loud irritating voice. By the time he stopped, I was wide awake. Then suddenly, I remembered that mama was going to bring me to the doctor again. ): Mama kept calling me to hurry, while I am purposely taking my time to change clothes. What I am damn pissed off was when we reached there at 2, it was the doctor's lunch break and we had to wait for one hour plu before he will be back! Seriously, mama should have called and checked. Sigh! So, we headed to West Coast Plaza and walked around. Not much nice to shop there though, but there was loads of food restaurant. Finally, it was 3 plus and we headed back. After that, home sweet home.

Time flies so past. There was only 1234 weeks to MYE. *Nervous* And there is A-Maths, E-maths and Physics test coming up next week! Seriously, I really have no time. I kept thinking about the last year, the times where I went out with mama on weekends. Now I don't even have a minute to spare! ):

Dance lesson later! (: Gonna go prepare now!

2010-04-02T23:34:00.006+08:00

Outing with cousin today! I was suppose to sleep till 11 plus, but was woken up by mama's loud scoldings for didi. So no choice, had to wake up at 10 plus and watch the show. Actually I was scowling at didi. Lol. Get ready and train-ed down to woodlands to meet Angeline, and we train-ed down to plaza sing. Gosh! There was kind of a crowd there when we reached. Had our lunch settled at mac, and went strolling around the huge mall. Ps it was my first time there. Hehe. After that, train-ed down to FEP. I remembered that there's a shoe that I was craving so much the last time I went there, and we went hunting for it. In the end, we found it. It was still available, so we went into the shop and check it out. It was nice, and I was still considering whether to should I purchase it. The shop owner says that it was limited and there's only one pair, which push me forward to purchase it. Haha, so yea, I bought it. Window shopping and train-ed back home. That's all for today! Tatas!

2010-04-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

Happy April's Fool Day!! XD

Frankly speaking, this is the most boring april's fool day I've ever had in my whole life. I was being tricked 2 times only, which was definitely not fun at all. Sigh!

2010-03-28T17:47:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Lol! I'm seriously crazy about them! Finally their new album is out! They looked quite mature right now! Gosh! I was wishing that I could be like them, being so talented at a young age! *Jealous*

Haha! Nothing much to post about today! Till here then! Tatas!

2010-03-27T17:51:00.004+08:00

After listening to what my family had been ranting just now, I've finally realised that I'm a girl, who is blessed with a best and happy family. Though everytime we had arguments among one another, we are still a family. We are blood-related. Nothing can tear us apart. Thinking that all the ups and downs we've been through makes me feel very lucky.

When I looked the mirror the moment I woke up in the morning, it reveals a pale face. A pale face full of tiredness. I slept a whole full of 123456789, 10 hours of sleep, and yet I'm still tired. Gosh! So basically, I slept 1a.m the morning, and woke up at 11p.m in the morning. Curry puff for breakfast and I went staring blankly out of the window. Post till here then as I've no mood to post right now. Sigh!

2010-03-26T22:12:00.008+08:00

Sigh! No matter how much time I have, it is still not enough for me to spend. Everyday is a bookworm day for me. I've to study till my head becoming a balloon which will burst immediately when you poke it. I was feeling very tired almost everyday when I'm back home. There is absolutely no time for me to rest. Teachers should at least give students a break first. Everyone needs to rest alright! We teenagers needs at least 8 hours of sleep. Instead, it seems like students had only 6-7 hours of sleep, which was definitely not enough is this goes on. We students will not have enough energy to study. Spare a thought for us! Please...!
I think I'm going to flunk in my physics quiz yesterday. Some of the questions are some kind of weird. Hehe! But I was praying hard that I could get well for it. And oh ya! I finally got my Combined Humanities results I'm craving for in the one whole week of the holiday! 81(A1) Hehe! I was 'wowing' at it when I looked at it. Not bad hurh?
Oh one more thing before ending my post. Celebrating my little didi's birthday last week was fun ttm! We went to KFC for dinner. Jiejie and I order wow! meals and changes the mash potatoes and colesaw to cheese fries! I love cheese fries! Haha! And sadly, I only manage to take 3 photos as I'm enjoying eating and chatting with my family! Here's the photo:

The birthday cake! Bought from prima deli! Yum! Yum!

Celebrating...!

Till here then. Chemistry and english homework still undone. I'm going to do tomorrow! Or should I say I must finish it tomorrow?

Tatas!

2010-03-21T15:36:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE DIDI!! XD

Though sometime you're a bit annoying, but as a sister, I will still love you no matter what happens. Enjoy your day! (:
Back to posting now. I've been looking at some people's blog. To be honest, I've been quite envy of them. How I wish I could be like them, leading a nice life journey without any complications. After having a look at their blog, I've realised that I've been regretting throughout the whole journey I've gone through this year. It makes me feel that I'm such a failure. If I've not done this, my life will have been easier. I would have been leading a life without any problems. Sigh!

Till here then. I will end this post with a photo of me I've taken the day before yesterday. (:

2010-03-20T15:21:00.003+08:00

19th Mar

Alarm blare into my ears when the time reaches 6:55a.m. It was so annoying that I off it and went back into my dreams. After a few minutes, I woke up with a start and quickly went to prepare for A-Maths class. Lessons was okay. Mrs Tan taught us surds and logarithms. It was God damn confusing. =X

Lesson ended 15 mins earlier. (: Papa and mama wanted to bring me out for a checkup at the clementi chinese medical hall, so I straight headed to my house. I hate doctors! I hate medicine! It tasted..yuck! But lucky, they brought me to 中医 instead of the normal clinic. At least their medicine is better. (:

Sigh! I was sitting down there wishing that the doctor will not prescribe any medicine for me. But he did. ): I was damn angry and kept on asking mama why do I need to take medicine even though I am well. She won't tell me a thing. Seriously, it's my body, and I know the condition well enough than anybody. Sigh! I was sulking throughout the whole journey back home. Medicine SUCKS! So, people reading this, please take care of your health. Healthy is the best! Haha!

Chit-chatted with jiejie in the room after eating lunch. After that, we decided we head to Jurong Point. I wanted to get a new school bag. Bath, and was ready by 5. When we were hunting for bags, we suddenly realised that didi's birthday was coming this sunday! We planned to buy him a bag, as his bag was old and kind of spoilt. After much walking, I chose a brown and blue checkered harversack bag. We chose for didi a blue bag too. Both was from options.

After buying the bags, we headed to Pioneer Mall. It was going to be 7, so we had our dinner settle at macdonalds. Shaker fries! Yum! Yum! Delicious! It was spicy and sweet! We were having a fun time there shaking the fries in the flour bag. The people sitting at the table beside us was smiling at us while we are shaking. They must be jealous of us eating the shaker fries. Haha! Lol. Joking, no offense. After the shake shake dinner, walked around and headed back home at 8 plus.

20th Mar

Seriously, I don't know how to start off with today's post. Today was definitely not my mood. I was fucking damn pissed off right in the first second I was awake. You always promise me that you will let me have it when i obey you, but in the end, you break the promise, and kept on giving me excuses which makes me feel very upset. Yea, I've changed. I've finally realised that independent is better than being a puppet. I'm always a puppet who helps you do things and ended up being scolded by you. So from last year, I've decide to change. I want to be a independent girl, and I show you. I will.

2010-03-18T21:47:00.003+08:00

I wish I could upload some photos up right now but the problem is didi help me deleted all of it today, when he was playing with my phone. I was damn fed up with him. Sigh! So, today was an off day for me! Papa, mama and didi came to ah ma hse to visit me. How sweet! I decided to head out with them as it was boring down here for me. Something happen(which I mention at the first line i posted today). We went to Jurong West market and look for bolsters, but sadly, the shop had already closed down. So, we headed to Gek Poh, where didi will be having violin lessons later on. I bought a pink, soft bolster, that is comfortable for me to hug when I am sleeping. Hehe! Later, we headed to Jurong Point and went to fairprice xtra. Guess what? Mama is willing to buy for me the silkpro hair shampoo with conditioner and one small bottle of something like olive oil. Thanks mama! I love you! Papa come and fetch me to ah ma's house at around 6 plus. Hehe! Till here then! Tomorrow A-Maths lesson! JiaYou, JiaYan! (:

2010-03-14T17:27:00.003+08:00

13th Mar

I was awaken by the Nie Xuan's sms at around 12 plus. I was like giving my 'wth' look when I received it. Choral singing rehearsal for NDP on next Tues? Damn. I am going to missed my Chemistry lesson because of that. Sigh! And yea, I forgotten to write on the previous post that I've finally finished reading the House of Night novel book 5 - Hunted. I'm going to start reading book 6 -tempted. XD

So it was hell boring for me. I had luncheon meat with bread for my late breakfast and after the meal, I went to settle down and start doing my holiday assignment. Mama was asking me whether I want to go shopping with them but I say 'no' as I wanted to do my homework. Frankly speaking, I was doing my homework while waiting for jiejie to come back so that we could buy and eat our lunch together. She went to the IT fair at Ngee Ann poly to have a look at the laptop. Gosh, I want a laptop too! Or should I say a Macbook? I want both! Lol! Haha! At around 2 plus, she came back and we bought prawn noodle soup. Yum! Yum! I've been craving for it since a long time! And guess what? Mama bought a motorbicycle!

Haha! We one whole family talked and chatted together till around 6 plus. Mama went for work, while jiejie and I went to bath to get ready for dance class. Dance class today was fun except the steps was too fast! Everyone was trying to keep up on the pace. Jacky released us at 9:50p.m. And ya, there's a dance exam coming up this june holiday. I seriously wanted to try out but it was expensive! $285 for level 5, which we are suppose to take. Sigh! Mama surely won't let me participate. I am going to find a way to persuade her to let me join.

14th Mar

Ah ma was coming over today, so had to wake up early. I was fully awake at 12:00pm, which was noon, NOT afternoon. Haha! 2 Roti Prata to settle for my late breakfast! Nice! Extraordinary! Lol! I am now rotting at home. ): I has just finished eating my claypot ramen cup noodle. Next week schedule for school:

Mon: Combined School Rehearsal for NDP(7:30am - 4:30pm)

Tues: Choral Singing Rehearsal for NDP(8:30am - 5:00pm)

Wed: -

Thurs: -

Friday: A-maths class(8:00am - 10:00am)

Haish! Later at night going to Ah Ma house and stay for next week too! (: Till here then!

2010-03-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

So, I did went to my ah ma's house last sunday and stayed there for 5 days, and now I'm back home again! Staying there was like a learning journey for me. I learnt about all the rushings my friends had to make when they stayed far away from their school. It was fun staying there though, although I had been alone sneaking atound the house everytime I am bored. Haha.

Today was the day which we are given our result slips for CA. Stomach full of butterflies. But instead of taking the result slips, I only get to know my results, as there is a 'VR' beside my combined humanities. Thanks to Ms Lauren, who went back to USA for a short holiday. She didn't key in our marks before she was off. So, this is our consequences. Lol. So here's the results:

English: 52(C6)

Chinese: 81(A1)

Additional Mathematics: 81(A1)

Elementary Mathematics: 94(A1)

Physics: 91(A1)

Chemistry: 93(A1)

Combined Humanities: VR

DAMN DAMN DAMN! It's always english! What's wrong with my speech? I thought I could at least get a B4 for it. Seems like I'm wrong. But, I'm quite satisfied with the other subject. Just like Ms Yuen said, there is still room for improvement. Hehe! Actually, I've already know my results a couple of days ago, except for humanites, and I am craving to find out today, which turns out to be unsucessful. Alright, stop nagging like a old grandmother.

And finally, holiday had arrived! It was so damn fast. In a blink of an eye, ten weeks had past. God! The more I think about next year, the more I'm getting fear. Fearing of o'levels... Sigh! Everyone does that too, right? Think I'll end here then!

Tatas!

2010-03-07T18:39:00.010+08:00

It's a sunday again! Tomorrow is a school day again! Time flies so fast right? In a blink of an eye, two days have past. Sigh! So, I woke up at 12 plus today again. Three roti prata to settle for my breakfast. Chatted with jiejie in the room for while, and we decided to go to Far East Plaza. That's good, as I wanted to get the ladies' boxer. So went to get ready and after an hour, we were ready to head out. Yippee!!

We bused down to Jurong Point, and walked around there. I bought a butterfly clip and a thick band. After that, we trained down to CCK interchange, and took a bus down to Far East Plaza. Gosh, there was a lot of people though, and the bus was so noisy. The bus was travelling so slow, I think 1km/h. Damn pathetic right? Maybe the bus driver was a new worker. Who knows?

The bus reached there at around 3:30. And there was damn lot of people there. We headed to the shop where we bought the ladies' boxer last time we went there. We were kind of lost as we forgot where the shop was located at. Lol. But we manage to find it after a short while. Lucky me, it was still having a promotion of 3 for $15. Yeaps, I bought 3, as it was 1 for $7. Whoohoo...! We then walked around for a while. Both me and jiejie was determine to buy shoe before we leave there, and we bought a sneaker which soct $26. It was so beautiful. I saw one sport shoe, which was nice too. I'm going to get that shoe the next time I went there.

At around 4 plus, we took bus and trained back to Jurong Point. It was already 4:50p.m. , still me and jiejie went to KFC to have lunch. Haha! We both had snackers and a pepsi. After lunching, we headed back home. Home sweet home at around 6 plus. And right now, I was still thinking whether I should go ans stay at ah ma's house. Here's the list that why should i go, and why shouldn't i go...

I should because...

1) I need a peaceful place to let me sort out the problems I'm having right now.

2) I need a quiet place to study. I will be distracted if the place is too noisy.

3) I can be alone. No one will be there to control me like telling me to rest while I'm studying, no

one will ask me any questions, etc.

4) I can have my own so called freedom.

5) I want to go.

I shouldn't go because...

1) There's no study table there. Just only shushu's computer there for me to study. But I'm sure

I can study in the dining table.

2) What if the environment doesn't suits me?

3) Will I be too alone?

4) Will I be homesick?

5) In the morning, I need to get up early to go to school.

Should I or Shouldn't I? Sigh. There's the same number shoulds and shouldn'ts. I am still thinking. I was hoping that god mama was living here. Surely, I will want and get to live with her everyday! That will be better right? Stop daydreaming JiaYan! She is at China, and she won't be coming back unless you are the one who brings her back again after you have a job and earn enough money to let her come here and play again. Haha! Haiish, it'e been a long time and i never even get to tallked to her from Chinese New Year till now. It's been half a month. I missed her. Next time, I promised myself I will fetch her back to Singapore and roamed around not only the whole Singapore but thw whole wide world. I know that her feelings for me might have changed as she had her own grand daughters and sons to take care of. But I didn't care. As long as she remember me and cares for me, I will be very grateful. As long as my name stays in her heart, my heart will not be missing with a puzzle. Hehe! I was talking so much and I didn't realise that I had not study a single thing today. I told mama about it, and she says I must give myself a break. Yea sure, I had given myself a break. I got to work hard and achieve a good result. I MUST! JIAYAN! You can do it! 'Goh!' 'Goh!' Goh JIAYAN! XP Till here then! Guess i won't be posting a lot nowadays as school work is getting thicker and thicker by 1 cm everyday!

Tatas!

2010-03-06T17:08:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey! I'm back in posting! (: I was busy with school works and tests this few weeks, so didn't have much time to post. I was awoken by telephone calls from first mama, then papa at 12 plus. I was so damn hell tiring and famished at the same time. Thus, I got up from bed and gobbled up the bee hoon with some kind of fried fish ball which is 'furry' and a fishcake. I was absolutely sated, so went to study. Seriously, I feel that I've starting to turn into a bookworm. I am always hiding in my room, either taking a book or writing notes. Sigh! Dance class later! New Song! Yippee! (:

2010-02-21T00:15:00.004+08:00

*STRESSED* is the word I used commonly nowadays. I didn't know that being a secondary 3 student was so... Haiz.. Let's not talk about it anymore. Change subject. Post about yesterday then SINCE it's midnight now. So basically, I went for CIP-Flag Day at Jurong Point. It was damn hell boring. So instead of staying, me and Li Yuan train-ed down to Jurong East Interchange to fill up our tins. Haha. After out tin is heavy enough, we headed back Jurong Point and slack at McCafe. We were waiting for the number "4" in the clock to reach. Finally when it reaches, we gave back the tins and headed back home. I napped immediately after heading home and was being woken up by the noises of my brother's. Had steamboat with beehoon for dinner. Yum! Dance today was fine, except the steps makes me confused! Jiayan! You need to practice more! No more slacking! Lol.

Till here then! Will be having Physics Test next Monday and SS&HY test on the day after. *STRESSED* is the word I'm gonna use it again! :(

2010-02-15T20:03:00.003+08:00

13th Feb

Chinese New Year Eve! I was defintely not blow when I found out I wake at 2 plus in the afternoon, simply BECAUSE I went to last minute shopping for new year with papa, mama and jiejie at Jurong Point fairprice xtra early in the morning! While waiting for mama to knock off at 2:30am, we were joking around. Poor didi didn't tagged along as he was asleep. So basically, after mama knock off, we push a big trolley and simply dump all our 'wanted' stuffs inside, foods especially for steamboat. Haha! Yums! Headed back at around 5 plus. After awhile, we went off to Jurong west market and this time, WITH didi and without jiejie. She was far too lazy. Saw Joyce when shopping for goodies. Ha! She too didn't sleep. Hehe!

So, continue from the waking up thingy. I am damn damn hungry so one bowl of fried rice to settle breakfast cum lunch. Do housework and was ready by 7 plus for reunion dinner. The reunion dinner was... hell weird. We went to a restaurant beside Jurong bird park. Jiejie and me sit on the table with Angeline cousin, mama and didi. The other adult went to sit in the other big big table. Lol.

I want to complain! The food there was totally a 'nono' to me, except for the 'za dan'. I did rather go eat at sakura. The food there is defintely much more better than here. Everyone agrees too! All because of shushu! ):

It was boring out there, so went to toilet with jiejie and Angeline cousin. Took some photos. Gosh! I'm the ugliest among them. Sigh!

Please don't comment. I know I'm ugly. ):

We reached home at round 11 plus, and took out stuffs for praying while watching television. Then guess what I saw? BY2!!! HELL! I love them! I wished I was there cheering for them! Hell! I was totally insane when they appeared on the television screen I was shouting right into my jiejie's ear, "IT'S BY2! IT'S BY2!" Then she went back shouting at me, "NO NEED TO SHOUT LA! I GOT EYES CAN SEE RIGHT?" Lol! Slept at 4 plus in the morning.

14th Feb

Jiejie and I was awaken by my didi by 12 plus. Papa, mama and didi was preparing steamboat for lunch when we haven't had our breakfast. Grab a bit of chocolate cake in the fridge and had steamboat with family. It was great having a family sitting together eating. After that, get ready and headed to ah gong, ah ma house.

Angeline cousin and her family is there when we reached. Chit chatted and ate loads of goodies. Gosh! Then we all slept together in ah ma's room. We woke up the same time at 7 plus and had our dinner: Rice with broccoli, luncheon meat, prawn ball, curry chicken. Yum!! Headed home at 10 plus and slept at 5 in the morning. Hehe!

15th Feb

Today, stay at home and do homework while collecting ang pao. But it was no use, because i only collected 8 ang paos this year. Had steamboat for dinner. I am not sure later mama was going out later, and I'm not sure whether to follow them.

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Whenever I look at the mirror, I guess I will turn.. emo? Sigh. Till here then!

Tatas!

2010-02-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

11th Feb

I'm so gonna flunk in my Chemistry and English test. I didn't finshed up, and the questions set was damn hell difficult. I shouldn't have been so stupid, by reading and memorising the notes. Yea, sure i need to memorise but i need to learn to apply it too. Homework was stacking up. How am i gonna enjoy Chineses New Year?

12th Feb

Went to Far East Plaza with jiejie, to shopped for new clothings. Here's a list of things I spent:

-earrings, $1.60

-high waist skirt, $19.90

-black-white starry star helter-neck dress, $30

-jacket, $25.90

-white-blue flower dress, $28

-ladies' boxer, $5

TOTAL AMOUNT SPENT: $110.40

And now, i'm broke. Poor me. Jiejie too bought quite a lot of things with her salary. Haha.

I saw a top, which looks damn nice but it cost $29.90. I'm really craving for it, but I can't bear to see my money getting lesser and lesser. Sigh. Actually, I wanted to buy a harversack at Jurong Point, but seeing the situation I'm in now, i guess i did better not. We shopped till ard 3 plus and bus-ed back to Jurong East interchange.

During the trip back, there was one uncle which was kind of friendly but disgusting and weird. He sings to himself and dig his nose using his index finger. I was showing my 'ewww' face behind him. He came to talk to me and jiejie like he had known us for ages. And guess what? He kind of remind me of one person in my class who has the same attitude. Wesley.. Lol.

Reached back home at 5 plus. Accompany mama to buy dinner at 815 coffee shop. Headed back home and have dinner. Rice with 1 veggie and meat. Gosh! When I look at the mirror today, I'm not sure whether I'm fat or thin. Jiejie says i'm skinny like hell, which i don't think so. Yea sure, maybe i'm skinnier than her, cus I'm out of shape now. I'm just an ugly little duckling, who only knows how to quack nonsensical things around. I felt that I'm such an idiot. Oh and by the way, i've finished my E-maths, A-maths, Physics. I'm halfway through history and chemistry. I haven't started on my english! Gonna start it right now, so bye! (:

2010-02-07T00:21:00.003+08:00

It's late in the night, and early in the morning now! Has just done my A-Maths quiz on ace-learning about factor theorem and remainder theorem. Saying about maths, I've got back my A-Maths and E-Maths test results on Friday. I'VE PASSED MY A-MATHS(13/20)! I was 50% happy and 50% quite upset, as I didin't managed to get my target. Sigh! Have to work harder next time! Oh, and E-Maths. I got 24/25. I was careless and lost 1 marks. Duh! Was quite angry with myself, but learnt from my mistakes! (:

Accompanied jiejie today, or i should say yesterday, to her job interview. I was so stressed in my studies and i decided to give myself a break. Bus-ed down to Boon Lay interchange, and train-ed down to Woodlands. Took bus 169 to a place called Industrial Park E1. The scorching sun was burning me when waiting for jiejie to be done. So, i went in to her workplace to have a look around. Gosh! There was a damn damn soundless place. Bus-ed back to Woodlands interchange, and train-ed down to YCK to do my payments and collections of dress from the blogshop owner. Then, headed back to Jurong Point, and walked around there. Bought shades(FINALLY!). I was glancing around while walking when i saw a harversack bag which was so nice! It cost $29.90. I am now thinking whether i should buy it.

While walking, out of blue, I has a stomache. Chiong to toilet to shit! Was on the way home after that and guess what? I chiong to the toilet and shit again! Jiejie was lol-ing at me. I must have eaten the wrong food during breakfast cum lunch. Lol!

On the way back home, bought fried rice for dinner downstairs. Headed back home to eat, and prepare for dance class. It was fun for today. Learnt 'hot issues', as many of them didn't turn up for today's class. And the last step was a pose, and MUST be a cute pose! I was thinking of some pose, which ended up being very funny when I did it. Haha! Laughdieme!

Later maybe going to night shopping. I needa some rest, so didn't study till one thing! Morning gonna revised for Chinese Test! (:

2010-02-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hehe! I'm back! Was damn the hell tired today, but don't know why. Let me recap what has go on in school...

SS: Ms Lauren went through the techniques of doing SBQ, but i had no idea what she is talking about.

MT: Teaching chapter 2 today. Was feeling very sleepy every minute.

Phy: Ha! This is the most interesting part of the day. We waited 25mins outside the physics lab and was 'praying' for Mrs Seah to make us wait longer. But in the end, she came.

EL: Today is SSR-Sustained Silent Reading. I've been reading house of night novel book 4 - Untamed. It was damn hot and cool man!

Chem: Ms Yuen didn't came, but left us worksheet to do, which we didn't even understand. Lol.

SS(again): Same. Do SBQ. And again, didn't understand.

After school physics class again. Then Choir. I was so hell tired and was not in the mood of singing. All I want is to go home and stare at one corner.

Got to get back to work now! Will post maybe tomorrow or weekends. (:

2010-01-31T17:18:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's happening to me, but I'm feeling quite scared and stress now. Sigh. Eveything seems to be not working right for me nowadays. Didn't went out yesterday, only to dance class. Today is not my day too. Stayed at home and study yeas. But afterwards become quite disturbing and feel stressful and scared of everything. Relaxed jiayan! You can do it derhqs! Haha! Three tests coming up next week and I'm still not really prepared yet! Damn me! Next week scedule:

Mon: Choir practice(3:00pm-5:00pm)

Tues: -

Wed: Public Speaking workshop(2:25pm-4:30pm)

Thurs: Physics class(2:30pm-3:30pm)

Friday: -(still not sure yet..hehe..)

I'm still not done with my social studies homework. Seriously, i do not know what I'm learning on humanities. ):

2010-01-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

Was studying halfway and I'm here blogging! Hehe! I was hoping i could go shopping tomorrow in the afternoon after I've done helping mama mopped the floor. There's a list of things I'm craving. I really want those things! Chinese new year is coming in about two weeks time and yet I didn't have the time to shop for clothes, goodies etc etc. Sigh! Next week is gonna be the first scariest week for me as there's... TEST! Ahh!!! Help needed! A-maths on next Tues, E-maths and Chemistry on wed. Sigh! Got to go and study now! Byes! (;

2010-01-26T21:44:00.004+08:00

I'm just a jerk.

Everything I do is always not acceptable.

It always appear wrongly despite the way I wanted it to turn out.

But from this, it makes me realise one thing.

I can trust no one anymore...

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Hey yo! I'm back posting yarhqs! Have been busy with my schoolwork yea, so didn't have the time to post. It's only the fourth week of school yet it was damn so tiring for me! Sigh! Tests and quizzes are coming up, or i should said that quizzes have already started for E-maths, A-maths and Physics in the past two weeks? Currently till now, I have 2 surprise E-maths quiz, 1 surprise A-maths quiz and 2 quizzes on physics, 1 surprise and 1 non-surprise. Got back some of the results. 8/10 for E-maths quiz 1, 6/12 for A-maths quiz and 23/25 for physics quiz 1. Was quite disappointed with the results i got. I should have gotten full marks if I hadn't make any careless mistakes. Damn me! Was so angry with myself. Let's not talk about it.

21st Jan

Went out with mama and didi after physics class in school. Chiong back home and bath. Bus-ed down to jurong point and meet up with jiejie. Then, mama and jiejie went to open a bank account while i roam around jurong point for a while. At about 7 plus, went back to the bank and guess what? They are still waiting. So, waited for them till 8p.m. and went to have dinner at the outside kopitiam. After dinner, went fairprice xtra to buy some things. Reached back home at around 9 plus.

22nd Jan

Nothing really fun to talk about. CCA fair in the afternoon. Choir is like mad dog on that day singing crazily. LOL!

23rd Jan

Went to jurong point with papa and didi at around 11 plus in the night. Took this cute 'little' dumbo with papa carrying it. Haha! I wanted to buy but papa say i got loads of soft toy at home le. Lol. Shopped around till mama off work and went home. Hom-ed at 4 in the morning.

24th Jan

Wake at 9 plus. Do homework and went out with papa, mama and didi to Jurong West market. Walked around there. Bought egg rolls! Whoohoo!

25th Jan

It was Monday again! Sigh! Was hell tired, but no choice. Here's my scedule of this week:

Monday: choir practice(3pm~5pm)

Tuesday: -

Wednesday: Public speaking workshop(2:25pm~4:30pm)

Thursday: Chemistry class(2:30pm-3:30pm)

Friday: Choir practice(2:30pm-4:30pm)

Sigh!

26th Jan

Napped till 4 plus today immediately after i reached home. Tears dropped off my eyes again while i'm sleeping. It's too difficult for me to face the reality. I really hate it.

2010-01-17T15:37:00.005+08:00

16th Jan

Hehe! I'm back posting on yesterday. So basically, I was woken up by my irritating didi, who came by my bed and make loud noises at 9:23a.m. Had no choice, so get up. Had curry puff for breakfast, and do my chemistry homework. Some questions was quite difficult to understand. After doing it, it was 12 plus, so went to have my lunch. MI FEN WITH FISHCAKE AND SEAWEED CHICKEN! It was quite a lot so was full after eating half of it. Help mama with the house chores. Bath after that. While waiting for mama to get ready, I was trying a new hairstyle which makes me look too mature, i think. Here's a photo of it.

Haha! Headed to Jurong Point with mama and didi at ard 4p.m. Went to popular and bought a thesaurus and some assessment books. Was about to go after buying, when I saw LiHui, LiRong, Elizabeth and Valerie. Chatted for a while, and suddenly realised that I've forgotten to buy dividers and notebook for English. Was rushing for dance class, so Elizabeth helped me buy first. Reached home at around 6 plus. Ate Hor Fun for dinner and headed for dance class. Learnt the same song but the steps was difficult. Collected the 'bling bling' dancefactory shirt and headed back home. Played with lappy for a while and slept at 1 plus.

17th Jan

Wake at 9:10a.m. today. Ate 2 slices of raisin bread for breakfast and get ready to go out. Meetup with JiaYang, and headed to basketball court near 9head. He taught me how to play, but I was still damn lousy. I don't even know how to throw the ball high up! I've no strength i guess. Left JiaYang & COs at around 12 plus. Reached home and bath.

Ate lunch and played with lappy. Going to revised for Physics later, as there will be a quiz next tuesday. Till here then! Off now! (:

2010-01-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday! Hehe! Yay! I'm beginning to like Saturdays more than Fridays now! Lol... Maybe it automatically changes when choir practices have been changed to every Mondays and Fridays, which mean no nappings from now on! Damn! I hate it! Sigh! Just get back home from dance class. Was really tired now and i've problems uploading photo. Will post tomorrow then. (:

2010-01-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hooray! It's friday! Didn't get to post for the past few days as I was busy with homeworks. It's only the 2nd week of school, and a bunch of homeworks came out! Needed to stay back for school till very late too, because of CCAs and enrichment programmes. Slept at 12 plus every night and wake at 6 plus in the morning. That means i've only 6 hours of sleep per day. It's not enough for me man! A teenager need at least 8 hours of sleep! Let's see what's the scedule for this week..
Mon: Choir practice
Tues: -
Wed: English enrichment programme & Choir practice
Thurs: Chemistry class
Fri: Choir practice
I was being booked up by school for four out of the five days in school. Was damn tired man. Gonna get some sleep now! Byes!

And oh by the way, i take this photo and i find it quite odd.. Lol..

2010-01-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

Back to posting yeas! It was suppose to be 10th january in the afternoon now, but I think my blogger timing was mess up! Haha... Didn't post for the past few days, as I was sick. In fact, I came back home on the first day of camp in the evening! Was feeling dizzy because of the hot sun? Sigh! Really wanted try those high elements, but i was feeling like I'm going to faint! By the way, thanks lots to Mrs Raj and Mdm Santhi for sending me home, and Ms Jane Kang for caring about me! Was feeling unwell too for the following 2 days, so didn't turn up for school. It was terrible for me. I'll blog about yesterday, where I am feeling better...

9th Jan

Was feeling better from all those stupid freaking hell sickness, making me feel so stressful for the past 3 days. It was a disaster for me! Haha! Wake at 11 plus. Ate bee hoon with sausage for breakfast. Help to mop the floor after eating. Mama says I still look very weak, so gave me children chicken essence to drink which tasted yuck! But it's for my health. After all the moppings, have fish porridge for lunch. Shared with jiejie as we were both very full at that time. Then, papa came back with the gift which shushu bought for us when he is in Shanghai. It was a glass bear wearing clothes. Jiejie got a pink one, didi got a yellow one and i got purple. Hehe..

Cute right? Lol... Help didi with his work after lunch. Then went to prepare for hiphop class. Learnt a new song called 'T-shirt', if i'm not wrong. The song title was kinda weird, and the dance steps was quite difficult but fun! Later, papa and didi came to fetch me and jiejie, and we went to Jurong Point together. Bought my things and headed back home. Home-d at around 11 plus.

10th Jan

Needed to wake up at 8 in the morning today for the edusave scholarship. Money for me!! Haha! 400 hundred dollars! XD After collecting the money, headed back home. Do some work. In fact, I had quite a boring day though, so i have nothing to post on today, accept for the scholarship thingy. Till here then! Post next time!

2010-01-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

Wake up a little bit late today for school. Was damn freaking tired. When my alarm went off, I was like "tmd, can shut up a not? people want to sleep la!" But still woke up in the end by jiejie. She shouted at me saying, "GET UP LA, YOU PIGGY!" No choice so have to get up. ): School was fine today.

Physics - Being taught by Mrs Seah. Was a shocked for me man! Only 12 people take pure physics out of the 40 people in the class. Damn pathetic right? Started on the first chapter on measurements liao.. So fast..

E-maths - Mrs Tan went for course today. Combined with Ms Cai's class at the AVA theatrette. Started on the first chapter on Indices.

Chinese - Did some work in class...

A-maths - Mdm hafiani take over Mrs Tan instead. She teaches real fast. Some of the question she told us to do was quite difficult to solve.

History - Watch movies about world world one and two. Didn't really touch on textbook.

That's it. Went home after school. Hom-ed at around 2 plus. Bath, ate lunch, and went to solve the A-maths question. Was quite difficult though. Nearly stressing up, but mama and jiejie say cus it's first time doing. Didn't finish doing too. Packed bag for tomorrow camp. I really don't want to do but no excuse. 3D2N siol! I wish I coould be sick in the middle of the camp and went home... Off to facebook le! Will post about the camp after i return! (:

2010-01-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

First day of school! Was excited to meet my friends again! XD Decided to pin up my fringe from now on when going to school, cus later that damn DM come and catch me again! He is so bias! Last year, keep catching my fringe instead of others whose fringe is longer than my!

My form teachers for this year are: Ms Wang, Mr Lien and Mdm Cheng. Ms wang will be teaching me CE, Mdm Cheng teaches MT. Mr Lien will not be teaching me anything cus he is teaching D&T. Haha!

First two periods was CI. Was quite boring though, cus the class was damn quiet. Only Mr Lien's voice could be heard. He was talking and talking non-stop about the rules and regulations in class. Ms Wang re-arrange out seating arrangement. Sat with LiHui.. (:

The third period was MT. Sat with YuLing. The lesson was okay though.
Recess..

Fourth period...MATHS! XD I love maths man! Our maths class was banded into 3 different groupings. I'm been taught by Ms Sharon Tan, which she will also be my A-maths teacher.

Fifth period was actually CE, but Ms Wang says she needs to settle the class communication and class comittee, so it was been change to CI. And damn, I've become the CE rep. , cus Ms Wang says that everyone had to has a role. Lol!

After school, accompany YuLing and NieXuan to the bookshop. Then Esther and LiRong came down too, so waited for them like about 15 mins. After that, I went off first cus later mama want to bring me out to Jurong Point popular to buy assessment books. Need to start revising now, cus next year o'levels liaos!!

Reached home at around 2 plus. Bath, and changed into clothings. Waited a while for didi to bath. Bus-ed down to Jurong Point. Searched for the books, but only manage to find books for EL, MT, EM, Chem, Phy and SS. Bought 6 exercise books for me to write notes. After that, paid for the books. When walking to the interchange, I was kinda lost cus first time been to the interchange. Kinda went to the wrong direction arhqs. Bus-ed back home myself, cus mama and didi wanna go to Jurong east popular to see whether got didi's books. HSH at 6 plus. Ate dinner, and play lappy. Till here then, byes! (:

2010-01-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

Waken up by my brother at 10:53 a.m. today. Damn him! I was freaking tired. But when I opened my eyes in the morning, I knew that I cried again. My eyes was full of eyes dirt and was teary. Sigh! But it was better today cus I am feeling better. Tried to call god mama in the afternoon, but she was not at home, I think, as there was no one there to pick up the phone. Guess I try to call her again later. She may be helping up my erbiaoge with his wedding on 7th Jan, which i will be in camp. I want to attend siol, but mama don't allow me to skip school. ): Talking about school, time flied so fast man! In a blink of an eye, school starting tomorrow. Found out from my friends that i'll be in 3v6 next year. I'm still in a holiday mood! I still want to play! Jiejie no need to go school, cus she is still waiting for her o's result... Good luck! Till here then! Off to facebook! (:

2010-01-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. A really very tiring day for me. Slept till 12 plus today. I kept dreaming about the times that i had with god mama during the china trip. It maked me wanna cry everytime when i think about her. Mama say that i had to get over it. Not everything can stay with me forever. Sigh! Guess i had to listen to her advice then. Was damn sad. Feel like nothing. Jiejie says i look very sick in this way. Lol. Don't feel like posting much now. Sign off now!

2010-01-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! XD

Heys! I'm back from China! Didn't have the time to post before i went off cus busying packing my luggage that night. China was damn hell cold! 4-19 degrees celcius!

That day reached Changi Airport at 6 plus. Check in around that time too! Was dammmmnnn excited, cus can see god mama again! I love her! She is my life! XD

Take some photos before boarding the plane.

Me and jiejie!

The orange juice i drank during the flight. They give us scrambled egg, sausage, potato, fruits, and bread with jam for breakfast. Only ate the sausage, 1/2 scrambled egg and some fruits. Gave jiejie the potato cus i don't eat potato!

Lol! The uncle sitting beside me fast asleep! Zzzz...

The first want i saw when me and jiejie headed out of the airport is god mama! Haha! She kinda shouted, "They come liaos", in chinese. Was damn happy to see her again! The people who came to fetch us are: God mama, dajiu, erjiu, dabiaosao, erbiaoge, 'going-to-be'erbiaosao and my cute cousin name Xinpeng...

Stay at Xiamen for 3D2N. Stayed at erbiaoge and 'going-to-be'erbiaosao house. Their house was damn clean.. even cleaner than my! Haha.. Slept with god mama! In fact i sleep with her every night... Cus i simply can't bear to leave her...

Went back to 'shan tou', my god mama house, after that. There was dirty, cus it's village. But I like to stay there at night cus god mama sleep with me every night. Feel very comfortable sleeping with her..but very cold... Oh, and ya, me and jiejie got sick together on the second day night! We vomitted food out and got high fever! 39.0 degrees celcius man! Lol!

Our luggage...

The bed that me and god mama sleep! XD

Haiz... 14 days past so fast! Have to leave god mama again! I wish i could stay with her every seconds i have throughout my whole life. Without her, my heart is beginning to break into pieces! Though she is actually my dajiuma, she took care of me from the day i born till the day where she has to go. Sigh! I wish i could have her back right now! Got to go now! Byes!

2009-12-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

15th dec

Happy Birthday mama!!
You've always been my best mama in the world!
I will always love you!

The pizza we bought for mama...

Ha! Papa, jiejie, me and didi wake up at 10 plus. We didin't wake mama up cus wanna surprise her. Went to bath, ate breakfast and get ready. Headed to Jurong Point pizzahut. Order 1 set od christmas starlight feast plus 1 baked rice. Waited for 30 mins which was kinda long. Papa went fairprice xtra to buy sinaco. Went back after collecting. Reached home at 12 plus, which mama woken up. She was surprised but happy, i think. Celebrate and sang birthday song for her. Chatted and ate happily. After eating, mama and papa went out, jiejie, me and didi stayed at home. At 5 plus mama came back and went out with didi to gek poh to buy some ginseng to bring back china. Me and jiejie stay at home and chatted. Bath after that. After bathing, mama came back with our dinner. Papa and mama had mixed veggie rice, didi had chicken rice, and me and jiejie had fried prawn noodle. It was a yummy! Mama say that actually sell it $4 but they today offer $3.50. They got char kway teow and many more. Mama say next time she buy for us again. (: haha.

16th dec

Wake at 11a.m. today. Did nothing today. Sigh! Was damn tired the whole day! Later maybe going to fetch mama and buy some stuffs to bring back china.. Yipee! Going to china this friday! XD

2009-12-14T16:21:00.000+08:00

You just treated me like your own dog.
Everything you do it's always right.
It was terrible for me to lead such life.
You make my life feel miserable.
I really hated you, but i didn't want to say it out loud.
And once more, I HATE YOU!
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Wake at 11a.m. today. Was freaking hell no mood. Papa bought donut so have to eat it. Packed my luggage till 2 plus and have lunch. Something happened after that, which make me hate my life now. Everything I do makes me feel miserable. All because of ******. I didn't want to spell it out the name. It just makes me feel like a bitch having that person staying around me. Going to ah gong's house later with papa, jiejie and didi. (:

P.S. My blog timing was all wrong so pls look at the date instead of the time... Thanks! (:

2009-12-13T17:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, See Mun!! XD
Hope u have a wonderful and enjoyable day today!! (:

No photos today too...haha, as i'm still emo-ing. I'm feeling a little bit better right now. Wake up at exactly 11a.m., by the nightmare i had. I dreamt that i'm gonna being killed by my didi. When the knife just touch my skin, i immediately woke up with a start. I found out that i'm persipring and crying at the same time. Lol. That was a weirdest dream i've ever had. Had roti prata for breakfast. Yum! Yum! It's been years since i've had eaten it again. After eating, went to sat on my bed looking at the sky watching the birds fly and the cars zooming all around, when suddenly papa shouted right into my ears, saying,"mian hao le, qu chi liaos". I was startled, and started scolding papa. Had 'yi mian' for lunch. Yum! Yum! All my favourite food today yeas!! Love it man! Haha! Later at night maybe having rice with broccoli and salmon! YUM! I love broccoli and salmon! Haha! Was thinking what to packed for the trip to china. Me and jiejie was thinking to packed t-shirts when mama came in and say 'nonono' to us. Then there goes the quarrel again between my mama and jiejie. I was always at the centre, like a dummy. Watching them quarrel seema like a good movie for me yeas! Lol... Off to facebook le...(:

2009-12-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

I really hate the life I am going through now...
Everything has begun to change..
Even myself which use to be quite a cheerful person,
becoming a quiet person who doesn't speak much any more.
I'm just...useless...
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Yesterday night went to shopping with family. Headed to Jurong Point, fairprice xtra. Waited for mama while shopping around. After a while, mama came and we bought all the stuffs that we need. Pay for it and went home. Stopped by at pioneer mall, cus papa and didi want to eat burger. 'Tah pao' go home. Something happened when we are heading home. Don't wish to elaborate. Hom-ed at around 1 plus and slept at 2 plus.
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Wake at 11 plus. I was shocked man, cus i thought i will wake at an earlier time. Ate my choco peanut donut at a corner. Don't feel like talking to anyone yeas. I was too depressed. Haha, the donut taste not so good for me too. Maybe it was because of my emotions right now. If i'm happy the donut taste good. If i'm not happy, the donut taste bad. Lol... After eating, went to sat down on my head, using handphone. Played some games till lunch time. Ate lunch alone too. Sat down on the sofa, while looking at jiejie preparing to go to meet her boy. Not long after she went out, papa, mama and didi went out too. They asked me to tagged along, but I said no. I was emo-ing throughout the whole afternoon... Sigh! Let's not talk about the bad things. Today's dance class was fun. Only 5 people turn up yarhs. Actually we should continue learning 'ring ding dong', but everyone forget the steps. So we learn "house". We all keep doing the wrong steps and ended up laughing at ourselves. Haha.. That's for today, i think. No photos, as i look damn damn ugly with my face being pulled down...):

2009-12-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

A tiring day for me today yeas... Was dreaming when my stupid alarm clock wake me up. ): Get up from bed and get ready to go to school. Reached school at 9 and met up with Pearlyn, Nithiya and the others. Headed to symphony lab and went back down to the foyer to wait for Yuen Chee. We waited for quite a long time but she still did not turn up. Went back to symphony lab and guess what? She was already there... Lol.. So we are like a dumb dumb there standing waiting for nothing? Haha.. Choir was just a waste of time for me today. Learn the song 'rehab' which some of them had learn in the first day of the camp which i did not turn up. And I didn't even know how to start where to sing. So, i sit'ed' down there watching them sing until the last few minutes where Mr Khoo got fustrated, i think. He was telling us what giving 100% not enough, bla bla bla bla. Anyhow sing with them after the 'scolding'. Felt lke an idiot man. Should have stay at home and sleep as i'm not coming for the next few practices.

Headed straight back home once we are released. Hom-ed at around 11 plus. Was freaking tired. Sat down on the sofa like a dummy, still carrying my bag. Papa and didi thought i was mad. Lol! After a few minutes of acting like a dummy, headed to room. Damn jiejie was still sleeping. No one to talk to, so went to kitchen and see mama cook. Helped her out. After that, i don't know what came to me, but i felt so fed up. So went in to room and shouted at jiejie to wake up. She was like *shocked* and say 'okay la, want sleep also cannot'. Haha, I really didn't know what got into me man. The rest of the day was tiring for me. I was either playing my lappy or using my handphone. Nothing fun man! I want to go out!! Maybe going out later at night with family. Hope can go out luh! (:

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7 more days and i'm off! Whoohoo!! XD

2009-12-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

Wake at 10 plus today... Was sitting down at the dining table thinking of what to eat when mama came back. She bought sultana crossaint, which was damn nice. (: Thanks mama!! I love you!! Muacks! After breakfast, sat down on the sofa to chat with papa, when suddenly i found out that my stud from the new piercing has dropped! Damn... Try to put another stud, but very painful. Give up! Haha.. It's not likely of me to give up anything but... sigh! Maybe i'll get the piercing done next week once the hole has closed. I didn't expect it to be more painful than high piercing... Sigh... Soon after it was 12 plus so went to bath. Ate the mee that mama cook which was damn delicious! I love mama's cooking man!! Haha. Met up with Yu Ling downstair and bus-ed down to Jurong Point.

Bought the 'new moon' tickets and waited for Elizabeth outside the golden village. She was late for a few minutes yea! Went to shopped around until 3 plus and went back to the cinema.. The movie was damn romantic!! The werewolves were so handsome!! All of them look so macho. Haha.. And Jane from volturi... She looks cool with her eyes so red.. and her skin texture was so nice man. I wish i could be like her.. Maybe i should go to Italy, volturi and asked to be a vampire? Maybe i'll look the same as Jane. Lol.. Haha... The ending was aww... It was like the most exciting part where Edward says, "Marry me, Bella". I was eager to know how will bella answer when the movie was like being cut off.. Sigh...

After the movie, went home alone as need to take care of didi at home, while Elizabeth and Yu Ling went to walked around. Haha.. Bus-ed back home. Hom-ed at 6 plus.
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Going to China next Friday!! 8 more days!! Whoohoo!!

2009-12-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

Wake at 12 plus. Was shocked. Get up from bed quickly. Bath, ate lunch and bus-ed down to JP at around 1 plus with jiejie. Train-ed down to CCK to meet angeline cousin. Then, we take bus no. 190 to far east plaza. Shopped around there. The things there was quite cheap. Bought a tiara belt and 2 earrings. Saw a jacket that was damn nice but is damn expensive. It cost $49.90. I want to buy!! But no money.. sigh.. I wish mama can sponsor me siol. After walking around, we become very tired, so went out. Actually want to walk around at ion orchard but end up we train-ed to bishan and shopped at junction 8. Walked around there. Saw a very big Domo which cost $239.90. Quite cheap le larhqs. The domo is like 140+cm tall. Haha. Walked till 6pm then train-ed back to boonlay. Bus-ed back home. Hom-ed at around 7. Very tired arhqs... Tomorrow going to watch new moon with elizabeth, yuling and kuganes. Yay!!! (:

2009-12-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

7th Dec

Wake at 9 plus. Bath, ate breakfast and prepare to head to ahma's house for family gathering. Actually should go for choir training camp but... Stay-ed at there till evening 4 plus. Have lunch at ahma's house too. Don't wish to elaborate much on the family gathering yeas.

After that, head to auntie's house. Play-ed with cousins. After that, head to IMM for dinner. Jiejie didn't come cus she went to meet her friends for dinner at sakura. Sigh. Ate at long john silver. Long time never eat liaos, hahas. After dinner, went to daiso to shop. Bought pens. All the things sold there was damn cheap. Everything for $2. Mama bought some biscuits too. Went to Giant supermarket. Bought a small christmas tree, some veggie and bread. Headed home after that. Hom-ed at 9 plus. Decorate the christmas tree with didi. Hahas. XD

8th Dec

Wake up at 8:37am today. Lol! Was late for the camp thingy. Quickly got up and prepare to go. Reached there at 9 plus. They were having dance class. Join-ed them which was quite okays for me to follow up. After the dance class, they distribut the choir tee. S was too big for me so take XS. But it was still quite big yeas. But nevermind, cause the length is just right. Headed to symphony lab and practice for group performance later in the day. My group sings 'i'm yours' which was damn difficult for us at first. Was sigh'ing' all the way while other groups was singing. Ha! We waited till lunch time and headed down to canteen. The food is like.. eww... Don't mention it in case i vomit. Ms neo say she bought is at 815 coffee shop. But i thought the food is always very nice... Lol. Didn't eat finish. Went up again to symphony lab and practice. Perform at 4 plus then we are dismissed. Before dismissal, we have a group photo session but the photo was not with me. Guess i have to take from the others first before i can post it up yea.

Went up again to symphony lab to practice. Perform-ed at 4 plus and then we are dismissed. But before dismissal, we did have a group photo session but the photos are not with me. Guess i have to take from the others who have the photos. Hom-ed at 5 plus. (: Tha's for today yea. Off to facebook le! XD

2009-12-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

5th dec

Went to cousin's wedding lunch with papa and didi. Jiejie never go cus she got sore throat and mama also never go cus she need to work. It was the first time i've been to a wedding lunch(I mean, i've been before to wedding dinner but not lunch). It was kinda weird as everytime, people alwasy held wedding dinner instead of lunch. Haha. Met up with ahma at peninsula excelsior hotel. The hotel was damn nice. After a while ershushu and others came and we get to go in and sit down. Talk-ed to angeline while waiting for the bride to enter. The wedding ceremony was kinda weird. Don't wish to elaborate... Too mushy! Haha! The lunch was taste not so good, accept for the rice la. Dind't ate so much though. After eating all the 8 dishes if i'm not wrong, we headed back home. Reach-ed home at about 4 plus. Then somthing happen. Don't wish to say it out, cus it make my heart break...
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Get ready for hiphop class. Today's song was ringdingdong. Was damn fun man, but i kept forgetting the steps. Lol haha! Releas-ed at 9 plus and train-ed down to jurong point to shop with jiejie. Shop and slack around until 12 plus then headed to fairprice xtra to find mama. Mama was still working, so jiejie and i sat down there to chat about what to buy later. Chatted until 2 plus then papa came with his hair damn messy. Try to comb his hair with my comb...haha. Shopp-ed around. Headed back home after that. Hom-ed at 4 plus.

6th dec

Haha, my hair was wet when i take this photo... Wake at 12 plus today. Chatted with my erbiaosao-to-be in the net. Went to bath and ate lunch. Bus-ed down to Jurong point and train-ed down to causeway point with jiejie. Shopped arounf there. Bought some things while deciding whether to pierce our ears. In the end, we did pierce. Jiejie go first cus last time when we have our high piercing, i was forced to go first. So now it's my turn to force her...haha. Was a little painful arhqs. At 4 plus, went back to woodlands mrt station to wait for the blogshop owner to collect our stuffs. After collection, train-ed down to bugis and shopp-ed around there. Bought some stuffs and headed back home. Hom-ed at 7 plus. (:

2009-12-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

Wake at 11 plus... The edusave scolarship letter came today. Was damn happy that I got it.XD Ate breakfast and went to sat on sofa, staring into a corner. Was dreaming when suddenly papa and mama quarrel again. And guess what? I was stuck between them. I was trying to tell them to stop quarreling but none of them stopped. So, i locked myself in the room. They are still quarreling when i did that. I was super angry but... haiish... After a few minutes, mama say she is going to jurong point and asked me wanna tagged along. Yea, i did go. Didi went too. Shopped there for about 2 hrs(?). Bought some stuffs and back home. Hom-ed at 2 plus. Have lunch and chatted with jiejie. That's all about it. Don't fell like talking much. I do not know why. Maybe is because of mama and papa quarrel? Sigh...

2009-12-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

Was boring staying at home... Jiejie was out, to find jobs again. I want to work too!! But mama don't allow. Cus she say i too young to go and find jobs, later people cheat you then bla bla bla bla. Lol?? -.- Stay-ed at home today. Was not feeling very well though. Actually. mama was planning to go out today but didi didn't finsh his work on time. Damn larhqs!! ): Tidy my table today. Tidying till halfway, i need to dabian so went to toilet. Stay-ed in the toilet for about half an hour(?) before coming out. Didn't tidy up again. Maybe tomorrow bahhx. Lol, i've been saying that from last week till now, but did not kept my promise. Haiz... I can't wait till 18th dec arrived! I'm going to China to see my god mama!! Yipee!!! Really hope time will pass really fast, but as a matter of fact, it pass damn slow.): Off to facebook now! Byes!!

2009-12-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

Dad and his 'fav' goat

Me and my pig <^@@^>

Dad!

Me!

The bed that we slept on.

Back from Malaysia!! Ha! It was fun man! The chalet was so clean. Even cleaner than the normal ones we have in singapore though the chalet is on the sea. The toilet was damn clean too! But the smell of the sea was horrible as there is a lot of dead fish in the sea. Eww... The food they cooked for us was nice too. Especially the curry puff they made for us in the morning. The shopping was fun too. Went to Jusco. We shopped for 2hr plus. I bought 2 shoes, 1 tee, 1 shoulder bag. Bought mama a bag and jiejie a tee. Headed straight to dinner after shopping. And all the meals we ate have prawns. Lol! Headed to custom after dinner and home sweet home. Hom-ed at ard 8 plus. (:

30th Nov

Wake at 11 plus today. Was damn tired but cannot sleep liaos. Have breakfast and went to tidy my table as it was in a mess. But ended up sitting that playing with my lappy. Lol! Lunch, and taught didi maths. At ard 5 plus, bath, and went to frontier with mama and didi to library. Went to jurong point to have dinner and went to popular. I bought the house of night novels, stamp album, assessments. Soon it was 10 plus, so headed to fairprice xtra. Walk-ed ard and papa bought durians and we headed back home. Hom-ed at 11 plus.

2009-11-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

26th Nov

Awoke at 10 plus. Was a freak... Damn didi, throw that pencil at me, and that pointed sharp pencil hit right onto my nose. It hurts and I started crying. Didn't talk to anyone until mama ask me to go down to the coffee shop to buy lunch. At first i was still sulking, so i was not willing to buy or eat anything. But after awhile, my stomach began growling, so went down to buy hor fun to eat. Didi also want, so bought 2 packets. Didn't finish it, cus too much. Went to sit down at a corner, watching mama 'counselling' didi. Because of didi, mama only slept for 2 hrs, i think. Then mama fetch didi to violin class, i at home alone. Decided to play computer for awhile, but ended up playing 3 hrs. Went to bath after that, and had dinner. Locked myself in the room for 4 hrs. at 11 plus, didi knocked my door, asking me wanna go midnight shopping. I agreed and went together with papa n didi. Jiejie never go cus she say she tired arhqs. Shopp-ed at fairprice xtra. Hom-ed at 1 plus. (:

27th Nov

Wake at 11 plus. Was very tired because of yesterday?? Sigh! Better don't talk anout that before i become a freak again. Lol. Ate breakfast, and went to my room. Jiejie and papa today never work so they have to stay in to take care of didi, while it's my turn to go out. Haha! XD Meet yuling at 2:30. Was late for a few minutes. Bus-ed down to JP, and train-ed down to bugis. Went to bugis street. Freaking lot people siol, so 'squeeze' in. Went to shop around. Bought a NF short. At 4 plus, train-ed back to JP, then bus-ed back home. Saw jiejie going out on the way back. Say 'hi' and 'bye' to her. Hom-ed at 5 plus.
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Was deciding what to wear for tomorrow trip to malaysia. Will be back by Sunday night, so won't be posting until monday. (: