26th Nov

Awoke at 10 plus. Was a freak... Damn didi, throw that pencil at me, and that pointed sharp pencil hit right onto my nose. It hurts and I started crying. Didn't talk to anyone until mama ask me to go down to the coffee shop to buy lunch. At first i was still sulking, so i was not willing to buy or eat anything. But after awhile, my stomach began growling, so went down to buy hor fun to eat. Didi also want, so bought 2 packets. Didn't finish it, cus too much. Went to sit down at a corner, watching mama 'counselling' didi. Because of didi, mama only slept for 2 hrs, i think. Then mama fetch didi to violin class, i at home alone. Decided to play computer for awhile, but ended up playing 3 hrs. Went to bath after that, and had dinner. Locked myself in the room for 4 hrs. at 11 plus, didi knocked my door, asking me wanna go midnight shopping. I agreed and went together with papa n didi. Jiejie never go cus she say she tired arhqs. Shopp-ed at fairprice xtra. Hom-ed at 1 plus. (:

27th Nov

Wake at 11 plus. Was very tired because of yesterday?? Sigh! Better don't talk anout that before i become a freak again. Lol. Ate breakfast, and went to my room. Jiejie and papa today never work so they have to stay in to take care of didi, while it's my turn to go out. Haha! XD Meet yuling at 2:30. Was late for a few minutes. Bus-ed down to JP, and train-ed down to bugis. Went to bugis street. Freaking lot people siol, so 'squeeze' in. Went to shop around. Bought a NF short. At 4 plus, train-ed back to JP, then bus-ed back home. Saw jiejie going out on the way back. Say 'hi' and 'bye' to her. Hom-ed at 5 plus.
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Was deciding what to wear for tomorrow trip to malaysia. Will be back by Sunday night, so won't be posting until monday. (:


Wake at 10 plus today. After breakfast, began my job of cleaning my carboard again. Jiejie was working, so i have the whole room my own..lol. clean-ed till 1 plus and was damn tired, so decide to do the rest tomorrow. Ate lunch and went to sit by the window in the living room staring noob-ly at the sky. It was damn silly yea, but there was nothing to do liao. At 5 plus, went to bath to get ready for hiphop class. Damn jiejie, pangseh me for hiphop class. Went today's class instead of sat class cus going malaysia on sat. 2 days 1 night! Yipee!! And AGAIN, jiejie pangseh me to go cus of money. She went to be a surveyer don't know survey about what damn thing larhs. Went alone, and i was early, so sit outside for a while before going in. Do the usual warmups, and learn new song. Sigh! That's for today! Going off to facebook(again!) lerhqs!! ((:

Boos!! I'm back posting yeas!! XD Was damn boring today. Awoke at 10 plus. Ate breakfast and change to school PE t-shirt. Walk-ed to school with papa to buy books. Cost 200 plus dollar. On the way back, make papa to take all my books cus it was damn heavy. Haha! Thanks papa for helping me taking the books. (: Reach-ed home le, then take out all the books. Make papa to give me the book covers, cus later the books become spoil and very ugly. After that, have lunch and went back to my room to tidy my stuffs. My table was damn messy. When cleaning, all the dust keep coming into my nose. making me ah-choo. Manage to clean up my table by 6 plus. Going to clean up my carboard tomorrow!

21st Nov


22nd Nov



Awoke at 12 plus. Went to bath, and ate lunch and breakfast together. Went out with jiejie after that at 2plus. Board the bus and found out i never bring e-zlink. Damn it, why so suey want?? Wtf? -.- Waste my prcious one dollar..haiz. Bus-ed down to jurong point. Bought the mrt ticket and train-ed down to bugis to shop. Went to bugis junction and bought the sandal i want. Then head to bugis street, which wad damn damn squeezy. Manage to squeeze in. Bought a skinny then head back to jurong point. Walk walk then bus-ed back home. Hom-ed at around 6 plus. Awhile later, mama ask me and jiejie whether want to go malaysia(Kukok). I was jumping up and down shouting i want i want. Then jiejie was like 'sui bian' lo! Diaos! Going on next sat! Going to miss my hiphop lesson! ):

23rd Nov
Awoke at 10 plus, by the nightmare that i've dreamt last night. Don't dare to sleep already, sp wake up. Jiejie was like laughing at me. Seriously, it was very scary alright?? But today was her big big day cus it was her prom night. So instead of scolding her, i was praying hard for her to fall down when she walks wearing her stiletto heels. Haha! Lol! Was freaking tired but stay-ed awake. Papa and mama went to buy didi books, so only me and jiejie home. Sigh! Very tired! Off to facebook!! (:

Wake at 12 plus today... Lol! Very long time never wake up so late le. Bus-ed down to JP at 3. Waited for sis for the whole 10 mins at the control station. Waited until very dulan, so sms her and scold her. Then, she tell me to come down to JP. Meet her and went to shop around. Bought a blue bangle and a helter-neck top which cost very very expensive. But it is so nice and i can't resist it so buy it lorhqs, hahas. At about 6 plus, bus-ed back home.
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Life is so unfair to me.
Absolutely everything is unfair for me.

Don't know what to post about yeas. As a matter of fact, i'm having a boring holiday. Holiday is suppose to be fun not boring!! Sigh!! Got to go now!(:


Went out with sis today after she had her literature paper, at 10 plus in the morning. Bus-ed down to JP, as sis wanna take a look at the ice cream cake at Swensens. But end up never go in cus sis shy... Lol. Went walk walk around and bought 'loving you' perfume to try. It smell quite nice so i bought it.(:


Train-ed down to woodlands at 1 plus. Shop at causeway point while waiting for blogshop owner to come. Then sis went to look for the blogshop owner, while i have to help her pay her perfume and mask. ): Damn you!! She came back in a few minutes, and we train-ed down to bukit batok. Head to west mall, cus sis wanna see(again!) whether got Swensens shop. Yea, there is, so she order the cake and we went to koufu to lunch. Both of us ate chicken chop rice, which tasted weird(?!). After that, train-ed down to JP, slacked for a while, and bus-ed home. Home at about 3 plus yea. (:

Appeal result is out! They still did not open class for POA, so have to take A maths then.
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Awoke early at 6 plus, cus need to fetch brother to school. Went home to sleep after that till 10 plus, which was woken up by the drilling noise downstair. Walan, was damn fucking tired sio, want sleep also cannot. No choice, so wake up. Mum and sis cannot sleep too. Poor mummy, have no time to rest from the tiring night shift work. And Ying Hui, early in the morning sms me telling me that appeal result is out. Lol. Went to check and appeal being rejected. Chat with sis for a while. Then everything went bored. Sigh! I want to go out and play! ):

Sorry for not posting the last few days yea, cus busy with my own stuffs. Here's the post::

30th Oct
Continueing from where i stopped. The performance was okay, except for the Uncle Tan who kept crticising on everyone singing! He so good come ans sing larhqs. But was glad that he gave us some advice on singing. Went home at 9 plus. And oh, thanks yuling for your bear!! It is damn cute mans!! XD

31st Oct
MY BIRTHDAY!! Haha.. Wake up early at about 8=. Was so excited. Had breakfast and play with my toy. Time fly past real fast man(for me). Went to hip hop class. Learn on locking and popping. Walan, was damn difficult, but manage to do it quite properly. (: Released at 8 plus, and went to 815 coffee shop eat. Then went back home to cut cake and eat durians... YUM! YUM! Then went midnight shopping with dad mum and bro at JP fairprice xtra. Sis never go cus she wanna study for her o's. Lol! Mum worked there, so know quite a lot of workers there yea. One of them, working at the customer service, damn good man. Gave us a lot of free things. She gave us 2 small packets of ferrero rocher, 1 packet of chocolate biscuit, 1 packet of chocolate drink, 2 lunch box. Homed at 3 plus.


1st Nov
Wake up late at 11 plus. Find it boring today... Went out with mum to boonlay market. Hom-ed at about 4 plus as bro need to go for swimming lessons. Sigh, so stay at home play computer. Was bored, so went to bath after playing.


2nd Nov
Was being woken up by the shouts and screams by my sis and bro early in the morning at 6 plus. Damn it, tell them to shut up, and went back to sleep. Awoke again at 9 plus. House was so creepy quiet. Mum was sleeping so have to crept around. Ate breakfast and sit down at my study table like nuts, until sis came home saying that she had no hopes for her SS. I asked why, and she blabble all the way. At 12 plus went to change to pe tee and fbt cus need to go school to submit appeal form. Went out with mum cus she gonna fetch bro. Rode me there with her bicycle, and then she was off to fetch bro. And guess what? Saw Mr Subash and Mr Nathan at the first sight when i stepped into the office. Lol. I didn't tie my hair yea, so I was feeling a little bit awkward with them looking at me like that. Had care, but thanks to Mr Subash, for making my waiting time lesser. He helped me call out the indian office teacher. Gave him the appeal form, and went outside school gate waiting for mum. She came a few minutes later, and we went back home together.
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Sometimes, i really feel upset and really want to cry...
I cry alone as I don't want you to see me.
You all just do not know what's the feeling right inside me now..
It makes me... ...