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The Silent Heartbreak.

Friday, November 15, 2013 ♥
Dedicating to Family ♥ 11:40 PM

Just realise how pampered am I and how wrong am I in the first place. I shouldn't have do this shouldn't have done that. A lot of shouldn't-s I've been doing.. Sighh.. I disappoint everyone around me really... Most of all I disappoint myself...

 

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Mum. Dad. I'm really sorry for all those stupid things that I've done. I know its too late but still I want to apologise. I don't know how to make it up for you two, but I'm sure I disappoint you two by making all those mistakes that I shouldn't have done. I shouldn't have say things like you all don't love and care for me or you all always treat sis and bro better than me or whatsoever which I know hurt your feelings. Didn't even realise that I was so childish all along until today. After talking with sis, I realise how wrong am I in the first place to blame you two all along. Should have considered all those things that you two have been doing for me. I'm really very sorry. I'll try my best to change my attitude.

 

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My dearest sister. I did a lot of wrong things to you but still you understand and keep forgiving and giving in to me. You have always been a listening ear to me, hearing me rant and complain things in school that I'm upset about, giving me advice. You are always sharing things with me, and joking around with me. You are a really great sister and I'm proud to have a sister like you. I'm sorry for doing all those nasty and horrible things to you. I'm not fit to be your sister. I totally disappoint you. I'm really very sorry.

 

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My annoying little brother. I know I'm always blaming you saying that it was you that snatch all the love away from mum, and saying nasty and horrible things to you. You are a really great brother but maybe sometimes I can't stand all those proudness you show out. I know that your studies are better than me and sis but I'm always hoping that you can maintain it. I'm sorry for throwing things at you and saying crappy things about you.