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The Silent Heartbreak.

Sunday, May 31, 2009 ♥
♥ 3:16 PM

firstly, the happy things...
wake up at 10 this morning...
breakfast is 'char siew' pau, but the thing inside does not even look like charsiew...
lols..
thn went to stare at study table, while music blaring into my ears..
then at 1pm went down to help my mum n dad carry things up...
on the way up, found out that mum bought a new handphone for herself...
the model is so nice that makes me jealous...
ate chicken rice for lunch, then eat apple, some grapes...
again nothing to do so went to play computer to cure my boredness...
at the middle, found the song i wanted(yay!)
i love the song so much man!! glad that i found it after so long of hunting when using computer...
secondly the saddest thing...
found out that siti is going back to agency cus she have no strength to carry ah gong..
ah gong is damn heavy...n siti is so small in size..
haiz..really don't want her to go siol..
want her to stay n laugh together, enjoying our lives.
she make me smile whenever i'm sad.
how am i going to do when she is away from me??
she was the only want that i can talk my problems to..
haiz...
happy moments past away quickly..while sad moments past away slowly(lol!!)
BTW, thnks friends for cheering me up!! love u all!! MUACKS!! hahas!! =P

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Friday, May 29, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:11 PM

today at school, do absolutely nothing...
maths watch movie'bolt'
science do a survey then proceed to our fun
recess..
after recess, DM talk about the crime prevention thingy,
which took about 20 mins of our english lesson time..
went back class after that watch movie'i am not stupid too'
then art went down to the courtyard play games...
after school, went to canteen to lunch first, then went to JP.
at JP meet siwei then went to walk walk to see whether e shoes that i wanted for long exist there.
after a while, i bagan to feel tired, so went to mr bean at the MRT station n buy pancakes
went back walk around to search again.
at the middle of walking, tell siwei not going to k-box,
cus rellie very tired..need some nice sleep.
later, saw a shoe that looked like the same but not quite..
so went back home thinking whether shold buy a not..
went back home, stare at the table before i go bath...
then bath, wait for hair to dry, and sleep
Zzzzzz....
at exactly 7pm wake up, dinner, then talk to my sister..
haiz.. i always had boring day.. and no mood to do anything
but finally HOLIDAY ARRIVED!! WHOOHOO!!

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Thursday, May 28, 2009 ♥
♥ 7:17 PM

got report book n class photo today at CE class
first report book...
english: 60.6(B4)
mother tongue: 77.1(A1)
mathematics: 93.1(A1)
science: 86.9(A1)
history: 84.2(A1)
literature: 60.3(B4)
art: 61.3(B4)
home economics: 68.4(B3)
Total: 591.9/800
percentage: 74%
quite satisfied with my percentage but for english, i still think that i have room for improvement..
secondly, class photo..
it was so ugly when i saw myself at e photo..
lol.. blame myself for buying..
thirdly, PTM...
e two adults keep talking about my el language..
on the way home, i was pulling myself towards to home with my mum nagging saying that i should do assessment book, read more storybook... watsoever..
sigh!! i already try my best to do right?? u thought i very clever ah??
really angry with everything that happen nowadays..
n family problem started out again..
sometime i just simply don't know why everybody has to be so selfish.
i just wanted a life with peacefulness.. why does life has to be so complicated??
haiz.. really dom't know how to deal with the problems that i am trying to deal now...
hope tomorrow will be better...
JIAYOU JIAYAN!! SMILE ALWAYS!! BE CHEERFUL!!=D

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ♥
♥ 9:34 PM

A BORING DAY I HAVE!!
haiz.. a tiring day today
first enterprise course...
it's a real bored to me...
secondly choir... i feel tired by then...
thn went hme.. nap
suddenly when sleeping, my bro shouted saying blackout
lol
haiz..
thn mama come to the rescue, help to fix e electricity thingy
thn eat dinner, bath n plae..

Sunday, May 24, 2009 ♥
♥ 5:43 PM

weird day i have today...
i normally wake up at 10 on sundays, but today i was awake at 8am.
wake up.. hamburger for breakfast and thn went back staring at my study table like e last few days...
then lunch at 1pm thn went to bath, go hospital c ah gong
cried when i saw him in this state...
haiz..
oni can pray God to help him to get well.
later after visiting, went to buy soya bean ice-cream at mr bean
then went back hme...
no mood to write..
*end of text*

Friday, May 22, 2009 ♥
♥ 9:03 PM

I felt that the world is being unfair to me...
why always i'm the who have all the 'things' that i have to suffer..??
i am sick and tired of absolutely everything
i just wanna a place where i can rest and think about everything that is so in trouble...
sigh!
a tiring day for me today
with all the dingy dangy things in my head
help mum fetch bro today
on the way home bought lunch and ice-cream
thn went home immediately
ate, talk
then went to do maths homework
i think i have become stupidier
after finishing, stared at my table with music blaring in my ears
quite a boring day i have today..
hope tomorrow will be better
having a 'fair' day.. hahas!!
*end of text*

Thursday, May 21, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:29 PM

20th may
e saddest thing happen today...
ah gong.. haiz don't say better, cus later cry again..
sigh!!
upset for my mother paper 1 which i score 46/70
paper 2 is still okay. 56/70
total SA is 76/100
quite good result i must say(clap! clap!)
LOL!
home economics got 83/100..
i didn't know that i'm going to get so high for that...
haha!! lucky me!!
21st may(today)
wake up with one eyes small n one eyes big
emo all the way to school
cheer up by recess time
thanks darling, nuer, tudi n friends for cheering me up
feel very tired though, n cannot concentrate properly in class
sigh!!
maths olympiad training after school
very siianz
teacher give sweets n hello panda today(yay!)
then went home at 5pm
went back eat dinner cus very hungry at that moment
eat lerhqs, listen song for a while then bath, play com
sigh!!
sis emo-ing too!!
hard to cheer her up...
sigh!!

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥
♥ 5:36 PM

18th may
first maths lesson.. go through paper 2
then mother tongue. sigh! we still cannot get our papers back cus HOD still checking
Recess..
then english. paper 1: 41/60(pass!) paper 2: 22/50(fail!)
sigh! but then overall pass. tried to cheer myself up by staying happy.
then history got back our papers too.
really happy that i got 89/100(yahoooo!!)
then literature make poem..
got back our results for test, got 15/25
dun really care cus not planning to take literature next year
after school went canteen slack until about 2:45 then went home with yuling
come home, stared at my table
bathe then stared at table again
dinner at 7pm then went to do the same thing as just now
sleep at about 10pm
19th may(today!)
maths lesson went through the graph thingy
then science got back paper got 85/100(ooohooo!!)
reaaly very satisfied with my science result
then history after recess go through exam corrections
then english nothing much to say
mother tongue is the most angriest of my life today.
we still cannot get back the papers... grrr...
CE we get to know our SA marks 61/100 not bad for my criteria
after school went canteen eat apple that i brought to school
slack a bit, then went for maths olympiad
play throughout all the lesson..
then went back home plae com
tmr will be a better day if i get my chinese results...

Sunday, May 17, 2009 ♥
♥ 4:47 PM

HAPPY B'DAE, MY DARLING LIRONG!!

haha... got u something yesterday, tomorrow then give u bahhx...
wake up at 10am today..
chocolate cake for breakfast
after that, went to sit down in my room n stared down at my study table...
don't feel like studying as mid year's over, so went to tidy up my bed.
after that sis wake up then chat with her till lunch time.
ate fried rice for lunch then went back to room again..
very sianz so play com to cure my boringness...
but become more siianz cus really nothing to do..
then dad come home saying ah gong need to go operation again
it's already the third time!! money gonna fly away again..
bet is the doctor who wants the money.. LOL!!
haiz.. after hearing this no mood to do anything..
why does it have to happen again n again?
sigh!!
hope that things will be well after that..
my family situation is getting worser n worser..
haizz....
*end of text*

Friday, May 15, 2009 ♥
♥ 3:58 PM

e worst thing happen today is i got sunburn..
got it at yesterday swimming..
grr.. i don't want become black siol..
sigh!!
normal lesson today..
first, maths get our result
got 95/100
quite satisfied with my resultaccept for e careless mistake whick makes my another 5 marks fly away
get chocolate from ms wang, but give to esther tudi cus don't want eat
then science didn't get back results today cus HOD still checking(haiz...)
do filing, then go on to the project on issue on sex
Recess...
after is english, oso canot get bacck result cus same reason as science
instead, mdm mita give us grammar worrksheet to do.. LOL!!
then later after that do our own things cus no mood to study anything
Art lesson, a bit boring, cus never get back results(grr..)
sleep at class for about 15 mins thn wake up, watch e movie that cher bring until the bell ring
went hme, change clthes thn went to fetch my bro with sis
went to buy luck at coffee shop n went hme to eat
listen to music n plae com...
*end of text*

Thursday, May 14, 2009 ♥
♥ 7:59 PM

ooohoo!!! MYE OVER!!
love it man... n0 need to wake up early for e sake of study lerhqs!!
5th may
wake up at 4:30 to study english...
keep dozinq off but force myself...
despite my effort i still not able to answer e compre in paper 2...
paper1 is much easier but diffifcult too....
haiz... no chance of getting at least a pass lerhqs...
paper end at about 12:45, went hme after that...
complain to my whole family how difficult it is...
but went up being scolded by my mum saying is my own fault for not reading newspaper doinq
assessment, blah blah blah...
over alr oso canot change watt!(unless there's a time machine)
eat lunch, bath and went back studying my mother tongue, hopinq is easier than el...
6th may
wake up early (again!) to study...
however, today's paper is being upside down with yesterday's..
paper 1 difficult paper 2 easier... LOL!!
after paper went out with my sis...
thn went back hme finish my art prepwork
7th may
normal lessons today...
science a bit boring but still okay for my standard.
mother tongue, we get to revise our own work(yay!)
thn recess...
el lesson mdm mita not here, so we get to do our own things...
at e 'mid' lesson, found out that i done my art wrongly
thnks darling n nuer.. =D
after that pw... another presentation(haiz..)
thn maths lesson..
when i saw e first sight of e teacher, it was like so wow... wear until so hot man
haha.. revision for math(yay!)
8th may
wake up early in e moring to revise my sec 1 maths topic
thn went to school at courtyard revise again...
but end up e question did not turn up(grrr...)
thn recess finsh doing my art prepwork
thn art exam... which i did not do quite well though..
9th may
sarturday again!! hooray!
LOL...
but stay at hme revise for e coming history n science exam...
slack a bit hough cus memorising is so tiring
at night, mum cook chicken wing n drumlets, eat 3 of them
thn later when resting, dad bought us french fries(yahhoo!)
10th may
happy mama day!!
didn't get mum anythung
feel very muserable =S
decide to get for her something at a later date...
studying n memorising until evening, whr dada bought cake n durian for a small mama day celebration..
before that went to see ah gong n come n come back to celebrate...
bought chicken cutlet rice to eat for dinner...
thn celebrate together...
11th may
wake up at 9:15
brush teeth, wash face
breakfast was e leftover mama day cake..
thn start revising for history
lunch at about 1:30 ate porridgr(yuck!)
thn back to revision track to revise science again...
thn hospital called say ah gong sick, went to see him at about 6:00pm
thn went back hme... revise again..
this time a bit more anixious for my exams tomorrow
12th may
wake up 4am in e morning
actually wnt to study derhqs,
mum tell me go back to sleep
thn later 4:30 wake up again..
this time very quietly...
thn study till 6:30, eat breakfast, hotdog n bread.
at school, once seated down, quickly filp through n revise for science...
8am start science exam...
quite difficult though
recess, saty in classroom, revising n eating my bread w egg
so that stomech won't growl during my history exam...
is oso quite difficult though..
went backk hme, revise maths paper 2
13th may
wake up at about 4:15, to be exact
revise n revise
sat for maths exam...
some difficult, some easy
think i won't get so good marks for paper 2
go hme at about 10am
slp until 2pm, eat luch n revise hme econ
14th may(today!)
last day of exam lerr... yay!!
wake up at 4:10 to study
sigh cannot memorise, so just read through thoroughly
had care about this sub e most, cus not planning to take e cooking stuffs next year...
manage to finsh by 1 hr accept for one question which i ghave up on doinq
thn went to swimming with tudi, nuer n yuling at jurong west stadium...
actually not swimming, is play water
e funny part was esther was being pushed by the wheelchair by the lifeguard when she cut her leg n at e same time, her leg was cramp...
i got leg cramp 3 times, right, thn left, thn right
thn 2:00 went back hme, really tired n having a headache
so immediately sleep...
wake up at about 6pm
sit on e sofa blankly...
thn play com..
haizz...
exams finnaly over
i can't tell how happy am i ..
=D

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