Thursday, May 13, 2010 ♥
♥ 9:31 PM
Two things to post about. Actually, I should have posted one earlier, but I have really no time.
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God damn knows what the hell I'm doing so you all needn't to know what I'm thinking. I seriously cannot take it any longer with every moments that I'm going to experience. You all may think I'm insane, but in factual, I'm not. Since you all keep ranting about stuffs that I do not want to hear or even talk about, what for bother me? Just leave me alone will do man. At least I could get some peace...
(Just ranting about some nonsense, which shouldn't be posted up in my blog. But it seems to occur like a revolution where it will repeat on and on. It never ever stop before, which pissed me off.)
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Back from MYE! All I have to say is just one word which I'm now suppose to prepare for. DIE! =X I think I'm gonna flunk in all my papers. Let's recap:
EL paper 1 and 2. Was quite okay, though I didn't manage to have time to check.
MT paper 1 and 2. Was quite okay too. Was now hoping that I did not write out of point for paper 1.
E-maths paper 1 and 2. I got a feeling that I'm gonna flunk in this subject which I did not want to. Maths is my favourite subject. I was quite upset though, after both the papers. Sigh!
A-maths. Was okay. Manage to finish all the questions in the last few minutes. Lucky me!
Chemistry. Sigh! I think I'm gonna flunk in here too. It was damn difficult.
Physics. I'm not sure. Okay? Bad? Good? Haiz. But I got a feeling that I did not did well either.
Social Studies. God! I'm going mad. I didn't manage to finish it, as the time given is seriously damn not enough. We are only given 1 hr to finish 3 parts of SBQ and 2 parts of SEQ, and we have to write long essays. They should at least give another 30 mins for us to complete it.
Same goes for History. ):
Sigh! I got a feeling that I'm not going to do well. I got a feeling that I can't even get an 'A'. I didn't manage to check all the papers. I should have work harder. I should have practice more. I should have plan my time table well. I should have put in more effort. I should have do a lot of things that will not make me regret. And right now, I'm regretting, fearing that something will make me do things that I'm not suppose to do.
Right now, Just pray that I will do well in my MYE. Off to do some 'important' stuffs. Heck, it's a secret. Haha! XD
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Thursday, May 14, 2009 ♥
♥ 7:59 PM
ooohoo!!! MYE OVER!!
love it man... n0 need to wake up early for e sake of study lerhqs!!
5th may
wake up at 4:30 to study english...
keep dozinq off but force myself...
despite my effort i still not able to answer e compre in paper 2...
paper1 is much easier but diffifcult too....
haiz... no chance of getting at least a pass lerhqs...
paper end at about 12:45, went hme after that...
complain to my whole family how difficult it is...
but went up being scolded by my mum saying is my own fault for not reading newspaper doinq
assessment, blah blah blah...
over alr oso canot change watt!(unless there's a time machine)
eat lunch, bath and went back studying my mother tongue, hopinq is easier than el...
6th may
wake up early (again!) to study...
however, today's paper is being upside down with yesterday's..
paper 1 difficult paper 2 easier... LOL!!
after paper went out with my sis...
thn went back hme finish my art prepwork
7th may
normal lessons today...
science a bit boring but still okay for my standard.
mother tongue, we get to revise our own work(yay!)
thn recess...
el lesson mdm mita not here, so we get to do our own things...
at e 'mid' lesson, found out that i done my art wrongly
thnks darling n nuer.. =D
after that pw... another presentation(haiz..)
thn maths lesson..
when i saw e first sight of e teacher, it was like so wow... wear until so hot man
haha.. revision for math(yay!)
8th may
wake up early in e moring to revise my sec 1 maths topic
thn went to school at courtyard revise again...
but end up e question did not turn up(grrr...)
thn recess finsh doing my art prepwork
thn art exam... which i did not do quite well though..
9th may
sarturday again!! hooray!
LOL...
but stay at hme revise for e coming history n science exam...
slack a bit hough cus memorising is so tiring
at night, mum cook chicken wing n drumlets, eat 3 of them
thn later when resting, dad bought us french fries(yahhoo!)
10th may
happy mama day!!
didn't get mum anythung
feel very muserable =S
decide to get for her something at a later date...
studying n memorising until evening, whr dada bought cake n durian for a small mama day celebration..
before that went to see ah gong n come n come back to celebrate...
bought chicken cutlet rice to eat for dinner...
thn celebrate together...
11th may
wake up at 9:15
brush teeth, wash face
breakfast was e leftover mama day cake..
thn start revising for history
lunch at about 1:30 ate porridgr(yuck!)
thn back to revision track to revise science again...
thn hospital called say ah gong sick, went to see him at about 6:00pm
thn went back hme... revise again..
this time a bit more anixious for my exams tomorrow
12th may
wake up 4am in e morning
actually wnt to study derhqs,
mum tell me go back to sleep
thn later 4:30 wake up again..
this time very quietly...
thn study till 6:30, eat breakfast, hotdog n bread.
at school, once seated down, quickly filp through n revise for science...
8am start science exam...
quite difficult though
recess, saty in classroom, revising n eating my bread w egg
so that stomech won't growl during my history exam...
is oso quite difficult though..
went backk hme, revise maths paper 2
13th may
wake up at about 4:15, to be exact
revise n revise
sat for maths exam...
some difficult, some easy
think i won't get so good marks for paper 2
go hme at about 10am
slp until 2pm, eat luch n revise hme econ
14th may(today!)
last day of exam lerr... yay!!
wake up at 4:10 to study
sigh cannot memorise, so just read through thoroughly
had care about this sub e most, cus not planning to take e cooking stuffs next year...
manage to finsh by 1 hr accept for one question which i ghave up on doinq
thn went to swimming with tudi, nuer n yuling at jurong west stadium...
actually not swimming, is play water
e funny part was esther was being pushed by the wheelchair by the lifeguard when she cut her leg n at e same time, her leg was cramp...
i got leg cramp 3 times, right, thn left, thn right
thn 2:00 went back hme, really tired n having a headache
so immediately sleep...
wake up at about 6pm
sit on e sofa blankly...
thn play com..
haizz...
exams finnaly over
i can't tell how happy am i ..
=D
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