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The Silent Heartbreak.

Sunday, March 28, 2010 ♥
♥ 5:47 PM


AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Lol! I'm seriously crazy about them! Finally their new album is out! They looked quite mature right now! Gosh! I was wishing that I could be like them, being so talented at a young age! *Jealous*
Haha! Nothing much to post about today! Till here then! Tatas!

Saturday, March 27, 2010 ♥
♥ 5:51 PM


After listening to what my family had been ranting just now, I've finally realised that I'm a girl, who is blessed with a best and happy family. Though everytime we had arguments among one another, we are still a family. We are blood-related. Nothing can tear us apart. Thinking that all the ups and downs we've been through makes me feel very lucky.

When I looked the mirror the moment I woke up in the morning, it reveals a pale face. A pale face full of tiredness. I slept a whole full of 123456789, 10 hours of sleep, and yet I'm still tired. Gosh! So basically, I slept 1a.m the morning, and woke up at 11p.m in the morning. Curry puff for breakfast and I went staring blankly out of the window. Post till here then as I've no mood to post right now. Sigh!

Friday, March 26, 2010 ♥
♥ 10:12 PM


Sigh! No matter how much time I have, it is still not enough for me to spend. Everyday is a bookworm day for me. I've to study till my head becoming a balloon which will burst immediately when you poke it. I was feeling very tired almost everyday when I'm back home. There is absolutely no time for me to rest. Teachers should at least give students a break first. Everyone needs to rest alright! We teenagers needs at least 8 hours of sleep. Instead, it seems like students had only 6-7 hours of sleep, which was definitely not enough is this goes on. We students will not have enough energy to study. Spare a thought for us! Please...!
I think I'm going to flunk in my physics quiz yesterday. Some of the questions are some kind of weird. Hehe! But I was praying hard that I could get well for it. And oh ya! I finally got my Combined Humanities results I'm craving for in the one whole week of the holiday! 81(A1) Hehe! I was 'wowing' at it when I looked at it. Not bad hurh?
Oh one more thing before ending my post. Celebrating my little didi's birthday last week was fun ttm! We went to KFC for dinner. Jiejie and I order wow! meals and changes the mash potatoes and colesaw to cheese fries! I love cheese fries! Haha! And sadly, I only manage to take 3 photos as I'm enjoying eating and chatting with my family! Here's the photo:

The birthday cake! Bought from prima deli! Yum! Yum!

Celebrating...!

Till here then. Chemistry and english homework still undone. I'm going to do tomorrow! Or should I say I must finish it tomorrow?
Tatas!

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Sunday, March 21, 2010 ♥
♥ 3:36 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE DIDI!! XD
Though sometime you're a bit annoying, but as a sister, I will still love you no matter what happens. Enjoy your day! (:
Back to posting now. I've been looking at some people's blog. To be honest, I've been quite envy of them. How I wish I could be like them, leading a nice life journey without any complications. After having a look at their blog, I've realised that I've been regretting throughout the whole journey I've gone through this year. It makes me feel that I'm such a failure. If I've not done this, my life will have been easier. I would have been leading a life without any problems. Sigh!
Till here then. I will end this post with a photo of me I've taken the day before yesterday. (:

Saturday, March 20, 2010 ♥
♥ 3:21 PM

19th Mar
Alarm blare into my ears when the time reaches 6:55a.m. It was so annoying that I off it and went back into my dreams. After a few minutes, I woke up with a start and quickly went to prepare for A-Maths class. Lessons was okay. Mrs Tan taught us surds and logarithms. It was God damn confusing. =X
Lesson ended 15 mins earlier. (: Papa and mama wanted to bring me out for a checkup at the clementi chinese medical hall, so I straight headed to my house. I hate doctors! I hate medicine! It tasted..yuck! But lucky, they brought me to 中医 instead of the normal clinic. At least their medicine is better. (:

Sigh! I was sitting down there wishing that the doctor will not prescribe any medicine for me. But he did. ): I was damn angry and kept on asking mama why do I need to take medicine even though I am well. She won't tell me a thing. Seriously, it's my body, and I know the condition well enough than anybody. Sigh! I was sulking throughout the whole journey back home. Medicine SUCKS! So, people reading this, please take care of your health. Healthy is the best! Haha!

Chit-chatted with jiejie in the room after eating lunch. After that, we decided we head to Jurong Point. I wanted to get a new school bag. Bath, and was ready by 5. When we were hunting for bags, we suddenly realised that didi's birthday was coming this sunday! We planned to buy him a bag, as his bag was old and kind of spoilt. After much walking, I chose a brown and blue checkered harversack bag. We chose for didi a blue bag too. Both was from options.

After buying the bags, we headed to Pioneer Mall. It was going to be 7, so we had our dinner settle at macdonalds. Shaker fries! Yum! Yum! Delicious! It was spicy and sweet! We were having a fun time there shaking the fries in the flour bag. The people sitting at the table beside us was smiling at us while we are shaking. They must be jealous of us eating the shaker fries. Haha! Lol. Joking, no offense. After the shake shake dinner, walked around and headed back home at 8 plus.
20th Mar
Seriously, I don't know how to start off with today's post. Today was definitely not my mood. I was fucking damn pissed off right in the first second I was awake. You always promise me that you will let me have it when i obey you, but in the end, you break the promise, and kept on giving me excuses which makes me feel very upset. Yea, I've changed. I've finally realised that independent is better than being a puppet. I'm always a puppet who helps you do things and ended up being scolded by you. So from last year, I've decide to change. I want to be a independent girl, and I show you. I will.

Thursday, March 18, 2010 ♥
♥ 9:47 PM

I wish I could upload some photos up right now but the problem is didi help me deleted all of it today, when he was playing with my phone. I was damn fed up with him. Sigh! So, today was an off day for me! Papa, mama and didi came to ah ma hse to visit me. How sweet! I decided to head out with them as it was boring down here for me. Something happen(which I mention at the first line i posted today). We went to Jurong West market and look for bolsters, but sadly, the shop had already closed down. So, we headed to Gek Poh, where didi will be having violin lessons later on. I bought a pink, soft bolster, that is comfortable for me to hug when I am sleeping. Hehe! Later, we headed to Jurong Point and went to fairprice xtra. Guess what? Mama is willing to buy for me the silkpro hair shampoo with conditioner and one small bottle of something like olive oil. Thanks mama! I love you! Papa come and fetch me to ah ma's house at around 6 plus. Hehe! Till here then! Tomorrow A-Maths lesson! JiaYou, JiaYan! (:

Sunday, March 14, 2010 ♥
♥ 5:27 PM

13th Mar
I was awaken by the Nie Xuan's sms at around 12 plus. I was like giving my 'wth' look when I received it. Choral singing rehearsal for NDP on next Tues? Damn. I am going to missed my Chemistry lesson because of that. Sigh! And yea, I forgotten to write on the previous post that I've finally finished reading the House of Night novel book 5 - Hunted. I'm going to start reading book 6 -tempted. XD
So it was hell boring for me. I had luncheon meat with bread for my late breakfast and after the meal, I went to settle down and start doing my holiday assignment. Mama was asking me whether I want to go shopping with them but I say 'no' as I wanted to do my homework. Frankly speaking, I was doing my homework while waiting for jiejie to come back so that we could buy and eat our lunch together. She went to the IT fair at Ngee Ann poly to have a look at the laptop. Gosh, I want a laptop too! Or should I say a Macbook? I want both! Lol! Haha! At around 2 plus, she came back and we bought prawn noodle soup. Yum! Yum! I've been craving for it since a long time! And guess what? Mama bought a motorbicycle!
Haha! We one whole family talked and chatted together till around 6 plus. Mama went for work, while jiejie and I went to bath to get ready for dance class. Dance class today was fun except the steps was too fast! Everyone was trying to keep up on the pace. Jacky released us at 9:50p.m. And ya, there's a dance exam coming up this june holiday. I seriously wanted to try out but it was expensive! $285 for level 5, which we are suppose to take. Sigh! Mama surely won't let me participate. I am going to find a way to persuade her to let me join.
14th Mar
Ah ma was coming over today, so had to wake up early. I was fully awake at 12:00pm, which was noon, NOT afternoon. Haha! 2 Roti Prata to settle for my late breakfast! Nice! Extraordinary! Lol! I am now rotting at home. ): I has just finished eating my claypot ramen cup noodle. Next week schedule for school:
Mon: Combined School Rehearsal for NDP(7:30am - 4:30pm)
Tues: Choral Singing Rehearsal for NDP(8:30am - 5:00pm)
Wed: -
Thurs: -
Friday: A-maths class(8:00am - 10:00am)
Haish! Later at night going to Ah Ma house and stay for next week too! (: Till here then!

Friday, March 12, 2010 ♥
♥ 10:14 PM

So, I did went to my ah ma's house last sunday and stayed there for 5 days, and now I'm back home again! Staying there was like a learning journey for me. I learnt about all the rushings my friends had to make when they stayed far away from their school. It was fun staying there though, although I had been alone sneaking atound the house everytime I am bored. Haha.
Today was the day which we are given our result slips for CA. Stomach full of butterflies. But instead of taking the result slips, I only get to know my results, as there is a 'VR' beside my combined humanities. Thanks to Ms Lauren, who went back to USA for a short holiday. She didn't key in our marks before she was off. So, this is our consequences. Lol. So here's the results:
English: 52(C6)
Chinese: 81(A1)
Additional Mathematics: 81(A1)
Elementary Mathematics: 94(A1)
Physics: 91(A1)
Chemistry: 93(A1)
Combined Humanities: VR
DAMN DAMN DAMN! It's always english! What's wrong with my speech? I thought I could at least get a B4 for it. Seems like I'm wrong. But, I'm quite satisfied with the other subject. Just like Ms Yuen said, there is still room for improvement. Hehe! Actually, I've already know my results a couple of days ago, except for humanites, and I am craving to find out today, which turns out to be unsucessful. Alright, stop nagging like a old grandmother.
And finally, holiday had arrived! It was so damn fast. In a blink of an eye, ten weeks had past. God! The more I think about next year, the more I'm getting fear. Fearing of o'levels... Sigh! Everyone does that too, right? Think I'll end here then!
Tatas!

Sunday, March 7, 2010 ♥
♥ 6:39 PM

It's a sunday again! Tomorrow is a school day again! Time flies so fast right? In a blink of an eye, two days have past. Sigh! So, I woke up at 12 plus today again. Three roti prata to settle for my breakfast. Chatted with jiejie in the room for while, and we decided to go to Far East Plaza. That's good, as I wanted to get the ladies' boxer. So went to get ready and after an hour, we were ready to head out. Yippee!!
We bused down to Jurong Point, and walked around there. I bought a butterfly clip and a thick band. After that, we trained down to CCK interchange, and took a bus down to Far East Plaza. Gosh, there was a lot of people though, and the bus was so noisy. The bus was travelling so slow, I think 1km/h. Damn pathetic right? Maybe the bus driver was a new worker. Who knows?
The bus reached there at around 3:30. And there was damn lot of people there. We headed to the shop where we bought the ladies' boxer last time we went there. We were kind of lost as we forgot where the shop was located at. Lol. But we manage to find it after a short while. Lucky me, it was still having a promotion of 3 for $15. Yeaps, I bought 3, as it was 1 for $7. Whoohoo...! We then walked around for a while. Both me and jiejie was determine to buy shoe before we leave there, and we bought a sneaker which soct $26. It was so beautiful. I saw one sport shoe, which was nice too. I'm going to get that shoe the next time I went there.
At around 4 plus, we took bus and trained back to Jurong Point. It was already 4:50p.m. , still me and jiejie went to KFC to have lunch. Haha! We both had snackers and a pepsi. After lunching, we headed back home. Home sweet home at around 6 plus. And right now, I was still thinking whether I should go ans stay at ah ma's house. Here's the list that why should i go, and why shouldn't i go...
I should because...
1) I need a peaceful place to let me sort out the problems I'm having right now.
2) I need a quiet place to study. I will be distracted if the place is too noisy.
3) I can be alone. No one will be there to control me like telling me to rest while I'm studying, no
one will ask me any questions, etc.
4) I can have my own so called freedom.
5) I want to go.
I shouldn't go because...
1) There's no study table there. Just only shushu's computer there for me to study. But I'm sure
I can study in the dining table.
2) What if the environment doesn't suits me?
3) Will I be too alone?
4) Will I be homesick?
5) In the morning, I need to get up early to go to school.
Should I or Shouldn't I? Sigh. There's the same number shoulds and shouldn'ts. I am still thinking. I was hoping that god mama was living here. Surely, I will want and get to live with her everyday! That will be better right? Stop daydreaming JiaYan! She is at China, and she won't be coming back unless you are the one who brings her back again after you have a job and earn enough money to let her come here and play again. Haha! Haiish, it'e been a long time and i never even get to tallked to her from Chinese New Year till now. It's been half a month. I missed her. Next time, I promised myself I will fetch her back to Singapore and roamed around not only the whole Singapore but thw whole wide world. I know that her feelings for me might have changed as she had her own grand daughters and sons to take care of. But I didn't care. As long as she remember me and cares for me, I will be very grateful. As long as my name stays in her heart, my heart will not be missing with a puzzle. Hehe! I was talking so much and I didn't realise that I had not study a single thing today. I told mama about it, and she says I must give myself a break. Yea sure, I had given myself a break. I got to work hard and achieve a good result. I MUST! JIAYAN! You can do it! 'Goh!' 'Goh!' Goh JIAYAN! XP Till here then! Guess i won't be posting a lot nowadays as school work is getting thicker and thicker by 1 cm everyday!
Tatas!

Saturday, March 6, 2010 ♥
♥ 5:08 PM

Hey Hey! I'm back in posting! (: I was busy with school works and tests this few weeks, so didn't have much time to post. I was awoken by telephone calls from first mama, then papa at 12 plus. I was so damn hell tiring and famished at the same time. Thus, I got up from bed and gobbled up the bee hoon with some kind of fried fish ball which is 'furry' and a fishcake. I was absolutely sated, so went to study. Seriously, I feel that I've starting to turn into a bookworm. I am always hiding in my room, either taking a book or writing notes. Sigh! Dance class later! New Song! Yippee! (: