Saturday, April 17, 2010 ♥
Gosh! I think I'm going to get fat after this week! I kept eating chocolates, biscuits and anything that kept tempting me to squeeze them into my mouth. But it's good, cus I'm underweight right now, whick makes me look like a bamboo stick, just like what others had told me. But funny, I still don't understand why I can't see the what others had told me about how I look in the mirror whenever I looked at it. I feel that I looked like the same as last time. Sigh! I wished I could gain a few more kilograms, maybe aroud 1kg first?? Haha!
Something pissed me off yesterday. Damn it. When I looked at your handphone(I'm sorry, cus I was curious), you sms your friend something which really make me feel angry and upset. Am I so hateful to you? Am I such a bitch to you? You treat me as if like I'm your maid which do everything you command, help you get your food, be your listening ears, and etc etc. That's why now, I'm leading a miserable life. It's all because of you. I know I'm stupid enough to copycat you sometimes or helping you to do all your rubbish stuffs, but I really wanted you to treat me equally. I wish I could knock you down till you wake up. I'm not trying to copycat you all whatever shit you thinking right now. I was wishing you could understand how I felt only. You make me hate myself. You make me do things that let others think I'm hell mad.
Today was boring for me though. But I must thank mama and her voice for waking me so early up, cus I was having a nightmare. I dreamt something like in the house of night novel book 6 -tempted, the last chapter. I dreamt that instead of kalona killing heath, I dreamt that it's one other person that I love the most being killed by him. I was zoey trying to save her but ended up being too late. Just like what zoey did. She was too late to save Heath. Sigh! Such a sad and cruel ending though. Okay, back. So I wake up, had 2 cakes to settle my breakfast, and headed to write my SS notes on governance. Managed to write finish though. Hehe! *Claps! Claps!* I was half way till writing on history notes on treaty of versalies when my stomach started growling. Hehe, so went down to get sth for lunch then. After lunch, back to my job again.
Having a headache right at this moment so decide to rest while munching on my Mars bar and having a drink of yakult to re-charge my brain cells. Mama wouldn't allowed me to drink, so I purposely drank it right infront of her. So now she is ranting non-stop. Tee hee! (:
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