Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ♥
Hang out with Gina yesterday. Ample miss her ttm. Had a splendid time with her. Pine for the times when we are still in Primary school, together with Carisa, Gen and Serene. The laughter and quarrels we had throughout our primary school life. Though we've our own controversy, we still muddle through carrying on our friendship. No matter what happen, we fight for each other, making sure that we are all cheery. Guys, I really miss you all. Can we root out a day to hangout and refresh out memory 4 years back? We were best friends for entirely one whole year.
Flashing back makes me horrible. Look at the fate that I've opt for myself. It seriously sucks. I've eternally plump to cheerful and socialise. But because of this incident which happened last year(that person, might not even know what I'm talking), I'm desiring to be solitary. Thanks for the pitch in to make me perceive that everyone around me is distrustful. Thanks for making me giving this fucking awesome attitude by ignoring everyone's opinion including my family members. Thanks for letting me tear till I've no more drops of tears to shed. Thanks for all the sympathetic stuffs you've done that let my life gone even worst. Yes, we've an exceedingly deep scar left in out friendship. Nothing can mend it. And I don't even bother whether it can be fix. It can never be patch. Even sitching won't aid. I just crave for a friend who is trustable and have their own style. And I thought I've found one. But tragically. I'm erroneous. It's all a dream. A reverie that I'm hankering for. A phenomenon that won't exist. How folly am I. But don't be too delighted about it. If following(trying to say in a nice way) someone is your job, Then I'm telling you now I've seen retribution on it's way. I'll tell you what this crap about. I've notice it. You will end up being like me if you continue to adhere to your mindset. Just relaying some advice hurh. Yes, I'm attempting to be evil uttering some noble advice ti you. It's up to you now, whether you want to save this crap that I'm reciting to the future without me existing in your eyes in that time, or choose to let me see it and laugh about it. Your decision ehs. I won't interfere about it anymore. I've comment about it ample times. I won't want to dissipate saliva, telling you again and again.
World is just agony brutal. Letting me trust you is just the most marvellous mistake that I've ever made. And now, my life. There's no disparity living in here and in netherworld. Seeing you hurt me. I've never been so grieve and feeble before. Thanks to you and your arduous work for turning me to another completely exotic person. Will eternally list you in my heart to consistenly prompt myself not to have faith in anyone.
This post make me lunatic. Now I irrevocably grasp that abhorness do exist in my life. I don't use to trust it. And now, I believe being isolated is the best way for me to continue living.
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