Thursday, September 2, 2010 ♥
I'm feeling a bit dismay now. Are all friends of mine meant to be like this??
I recall that ever since P4, my friends have been looking down on me. They despise me. They mock at me, saying that I'm fat, ugly etc etc. I've no best friends since I left my P3 mates. I horribly miss them. I regret that I haven't done well for my EOY exam, and dropped to a class where no one is virtuous. Everyone just treated me like a bullshit, toying me around as if I'm an idiot. But I don't mind. Cus you're are just lamer than me who say, "oh let's pretend to be friends with jiayan!" which was totally a hoax. But haha, you all are the one who is folly enough to let me find out the secret that you all plan. Well, it was the most childish secret that I've ever heard.
But thanks to you all, from that year onwards, I trust myself that deep down in my heart, I would have a talent that had yet to be discovered.
Then I left that bunch of horrible friends and i met together with my P3 classmates again. We have fun through the 2 years. But seperated when we got admitted into secondary school.
Secondary life has been tough for me. Friends whom I care left me. Friends whom I trust become distrustful. And disaster came to me. I was too stress till I cried everyday. I was so fearful. I live in a deadly world. Secondary 3. I became pretty pretty speechless. I was like living in a dead world. Just like what bella( new moon) had did when Edward left her.
Haish This post is tempting me to cry. Shall stop here then.
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